istiadat convo ke85

alhamdulillah, i am officially a master holder last sunday.
the convocation ceremony held well.
thanks very the munchies for those who came to celebrate my big day.

ni je gambor yg herlok sket. >.<

the journey started from friday, dengan mee champa bagai aku bertahan sampai ke unikl jumpa kak qis for taking the jubah.. awal jugak lah sampai, 150kmj kot. hopefully no saman lah. (tak nampak plak habang polis di sekitar jalan).

then, i went to PTAR of course my second office to meet few people.
well, before that amik ciktee.

sbnrnya nak citer psl hari konvo jer.
my mom kept calling, tanya khabar sebelum, semasa dan selepas.
deep in my heart i knew she wanted to be there, but her limitations doesnt allowed her to be with me.
She knew hasrat anaknya ini, i studied hard, and before aku arrange tiket flight smua bagai aritu, she said she cant make it, and aku pun paham lah. sebagai seorang anak, mendesak is not a good attitude.
sebagai seorang anak yang dah besar juge haruslah aku memahami kondisi beliau yang memberi kekangan dalam banyak hal.


for that morning, i drove from klang to uitm consumed only 15 min., pkul 7 terkocoh2 keluar umah.
sampai2 i stood facing the DATC (with the help of a good fren), and viewed around.
the crowd - hasben with children, assisting to wear the robe, laughing with families, while you standing alone seeking the people you knew.
giler, kat situ aku mcm nak sebak tapi masih cool.
kejap tu dpt call momma yani.
nampak tak Allah kalihkan emosi.hehe.

aku takde mood sgt nk bergambor time beratur dan dlm dewan.
skadar menempel bila diajak sahaja.

selepas sidang bersurai, keluarlah aku berjumpa kawan-kawan sepergilaan dan familia yang ade di sekitar; serol dan tunang (tu pon sbb nak anta barang kawen), ciktee yang mmg blaja kat situ, dan kakja antara waris terdekat yg stay kat situ..haha.
kalau lah aku ni blaja luar KL, mmg sengehlah kau sorg2 di dewan konvo itew.

well, i am very blessed and appreciated every second happen di sepanjang konvo ini.
alhamdulillah.

*lain-lain gamba di FB.

huk aloh

Aku rasa budak2 ni ckp aku ni meroyan mende nak marah2.
seb baik aku x dtg period everymonth mcm org lain, kalo x tetiap bulan la depa kena sound tepet di muka. tak kira tempat.
dah kalau tak paham kenapa tak tanya.
pastu benda dah submit utk analisa, pastu salah.
aku tak pernah ajar kot buat bnda tu.
mana dia rujuk tatau.
bila tanya tetiap bulan, dia jwb "dah anta cik!".
bila aku tanya nape x emel je cc kat aku, dia ckp lg senang gi kabor je ke tuan statistik.
so then aku tatau ape kesah statistik tu,
until smlm aku suh letak atas meja utk dipresent, merapu2 statistik kau letak.
haduih!

nak suh aku tulis ke satu2.
pk la.

1. amik pen
2. kira
3. tulis
4. masuk dlm template
5. hantar ke tuan statistik, cc ke aku sblm 5hb setiap bulan

aku takpenah pun suruh ko pjt gunung, redah paya.
suruh kira je.
huk aloh mung bohh.
pening.

dah skang sape nk jawab bnda ni.
program outreach smpai 6 kali sbln, rajinnya laa library kita.
ufhh!

i dont understand

i am very disappointed when been told that someone asked to reshuffle the unit.
well, i am not reaching 5 years yet in this unit, and my passion of conducting classes and dealing with people still in progress and i have people who continuously seeking me for info.
and after all, i was "kicked" again in acquisition and admin unit.
i feel like omg what the heck.
the exhausted of the csr thing yesterday pun tak abes lagi you came and told us to do this and that.
apa kau dah abes pk.
so stress lah you ni.


mencikkk!

a friend

this entry is for my closed fren.

i am very upset to hear the very unhappy things happened to you.
and after your very down day last month, this month (which would coming to you soon) would be the extra unhappy thing you'll faced.
yes, the hikmah for you of not having that, but then, we know, the sebalik tabir of that,
you (and also me) have sacrifice more for holding him.

for him to appreciate, i do not know.
but what could we do is, controlling ours.
let us stop being sincere to those people like him.
know what, it is like, omg seriyesly??!!!

let us delete him from our life.
lets!

bengkel

this morning , i woke up early, and got finish dengan tergesa2, and dropped by 7E dekat umah amer to buy some roti gardenia utk bengkel pagi.
I was like, not too much expectation org akan dtg ramai.
kalau dlm list 15 org, yg dtg mgkin 10.
dan memang tepat jangkaanku.

and, berapa pun jumlahnya, still aku kna delivered as well.
so, dtgnya ke opis pepagi buta was, to siapkan slide sbb lappy buat hal.
sesampai di opis bukak external hardisk, ttiba blank.
tinggal yg x duk dlm folder je.
dan time tu jugak aku brasa blank.

almost about 1 hour selepas tu nak bagi talk utk bengkel.
my goodness, terkocoh2 sambil meratap nasib diri.
alhamdulillah, sempat.
jenuh jugak recall knowledge yg ade utk bersembang dgn budak2 yg dtg.

and alhamdulillah, semua data boleh recovered.
aku mmg bleh cari sndiri mcm buat kat memory card nikon tu, tapi dalam tempoh masa yg huru hara ni, dgn prog lagi 3hari, kau rasa...?

and aku bersyukur pada tuhan.
semoga projek last2 minute ni dipermudahkan.
phew!

katanya paham ape yg dikongsikan.
harap2 memberi manfaat lah.
^___^