Test update

update:

well, test 1 - success!

good, kipidap!
effort sikit2 tu yang i ols suke.

test

i am not that cruel.
but to test the capability and effort in a relationship (or even any ship u are in), you must have some kind of game to test the loyalty.

we'll see.


compliments

deep

semalam mimpi meeting kat sekolah.
sedar2 dah pkul 630.
huhu.

dah takde agenda lain ke nak mimpi?

kerja keras (lagi)

tepu.
meeting, visit, seminar, kj hakiki, report, all in one dalam satu bulan, and continuous.
oh my God, tido tak bermimpi.
kdg2 lambat bangun pagi.
ape nak jadi?

pangkat atau perangai

untung kan jadi orang berpangkat besar.
asal je kena blame, marahkan orang bawah.
terkebil2 lah org bawah nak menjawab.
orang keliling duk perati.

it is not the first time i face these annoying people who get mad and blaming me as i was the nearest person yg boleh dipersalahkan. and me, would be like sentap tapi tak melawan.
but deep inside memang la nak meletop "eh, ko dah pehal marahkan aku.."
orang marah tak boleh dimarahkan lagi. lagi2 org berpangkat.
effect dowh.
samada dari segi kerjaya ko mahupun periuk nasik ko.
and after they heal the mad and they would find you and begging the apologize.
kalau yang baik ati lah.
kalau yg jenis hardcore tu dia akan softspoken je ngan ko which is untuk ko teruskan kerja2 lain seterusnya. setakat kalo harraz naufal torture ko kemas rumah is not a big deal in my case.
kalau nak torture mai sini, hambur dalam meeting, pastu bila dah prove bukti itu ini, terdiam dan buat bodo and teruskan meeting tnpa raa bslah.

tunding lah jari kau. selagi boleh.
4 lagi hala ke kau. tau.
tggu masa.
huhu.


audit

since this is the first time being audited in these 3-year I've been transferred here, i was too nervous thinking what actually would be happen.
but then, few minutes ago, the auditors came and my boss just asked to hold the audit in the office je.
and i was like "what?kat opis je..di meja coffee depan tv ni?"..
and...aku pk takpe lah kan. follow the custom. jangan nak ubah culture org tak tentu pasal.
and guess what, the audit only took about 30 minutes plus minus..
and .. ia tidaklah sesukar yang aku pnah went through before.
thats why kak nadzira - chief audit dlu always bring my name in her audit speeches, anywhere she goes.
rupanya aku je yg buat camtu kot...hahaha..
*am i that skema-serious-auditor years ago?
aku slalu dlu2 audit pensyarah je.
pensyarah ni time dia free pkul 12 tghari, kdg2 time rehat, but it is oke for me.
and stakat ni, aku nampak semua org follow the flow, cuma ade pincang sket2 bab2 borang je.
tapi, what just happen just now dia mcm simple je.
opening mcm biasa, tak tgk prosedur sgt, dan just, simple...
ye..simple.

dan what brings me in here also is the memory on how my team and i prepared for being audited dor Lloyds and internal audit.. mcm disaster nak prepare. tapi kalau preparation beriya mcm gitu, auditor datang x smpai sejam memang rasa nak makan orang lah juge kan.
huhu.

these all moments create good comparison for me to develop my knowledge dalam sepanjang tempoh pekerjaan..
*phew!

and now i still do not know whether sijil auditor yang aku dapat last 5 years masih bleh pakai lagi ke tak. valid lagi ke? skang dah pakai MQA, COPPA, COPIA dah, iso pun dah update 2015, so how?

mistakes

ans,
boleh tak buat keja jangan nak perfect sgt.
belambak je org kat luar tu buat keja cincai-cincai.
takde masa dah ni.
ko mmg takkan siap kalau nak belek satu2 helai ni.

makes mistakes, coz normal human does..

kucing

kadang2 ko mesti pnah terasa diri kau berhati rapuh..
macam pagi tadi, aku rasa aku terbangun lewat, then everything mcm rushing..
tak sempat lukis kening dowh..biarlah kening tenyeh cenggitu je arini.
bak kata twani, when u think you get the mess on that day, think that u must have another 364 days to be gorgeous.. dont worry.
siap2 aku g bukak gate umah ttiba doom bunyi..
aku pandang depan gate, betul2 depan gate dowh, kucing tu menggelupur..
dia bunyi mengerang sket pastu off.
aku mcm terkejut terkesima semua ada.
sebaik dia tak darah-darah.
tapi tak bernasib baik juga sbb dah innalillah.
van tu la, jalan kecik taman ko takyah nk speed sgt.
buat2 rilek sudah.
mende nak laju2.
pastu kemain susah nk keluarkan kereta tanak bagi kena.
ya Allah.. aku kalau terkejut pagi, memang sehari dah la dlm keadaan serupa ini.
menginsafi pon iye juge.

org kata kucing ade 9 nyawa.
so aku harap balik nanti dah takde kucing tu depan rumah.
tu kucing org bela kot.
sebab slalu je dia lepak blkg pintu dapur rumah.
hmm...msti tuan dia sedey.