aku selalu perasan yg aku selalu menegaskan tak puas hati dan menagih support dalam mesyuarat.
bila pikir balik, why aku so stress? - sebab semalam tiba2 spoiled by mesej pagi2 yg menyemakkan.
huhu.
pelangi petang
last two weeks memang hari yang menyemakkan kepala dengan masalah orang lain.
dan juga masalah kerja-pencapaian etc. i was so nerve sbb KPI tak capai. life seems so miserable.
time tu plak pandai gi set time nak jumpa kan, memang aku hampir terbanjir depan dia lah kan.
esoknya tu dia datang bawak bubur ke rumah. melting kejap sis.
tapi terserempak plak ngan abang. huk aloh, memang gempar sekejap hati sis.
kerap plak jumpa lately.
aku tau dia bz, and still making effort to spare his time for me and i am very grateful to God for having him currently. tak pasti dia akan stay in my life or not, macam yg sebelum2 ni yang hanya pelangi petang. only Allh know how i am really want him to stay. even he is always with his muka ketat, no expression, but still full with advise and thoughtful words. always saying that he is the most complicated person among his circle, and no one could understand him. (well, uhurm..hello...! what the purpose of me by the way...).
"saya ada boleh bantu".
the words killing me since those words keep replay in my life, with different ways. orang yg cakap nk ada dengan kita tu just at the temporary momento, dan disappear with time. faded camtu je. as time goes by, kita yg terbiasa buat semua benda sorg2 ni akan mudah falling on lah kan once orang offer a hand..aku ni mudah cair sket.
aku tengah mengajar hati untuk take this as positive as i could, kuatkan hati. pelangi petang ni kalau Allah nk tarik tak sampai sekelip mata. tambah2 untuk yg fragile mcm ni. omg. let me prepare first.
dan juga masalah kerja-pencapaian etc. i was so nerve sbb KPI tak capai. life seems so miserable.
time tu plak pandai gi set time nak jumpa kan, memang aku hampir terbanjir depan dia lah kan.
esoknya tu dia datang bawak bubur ke rumah. melting kejap sis.
tapi terserempak plak ngan abang. huk aloh, memang gempar sekejap hati sis.
kerap plak jumpa lately.
aku tau dia bz, and still making effort to spare his time for me and i am very grateful to God for having him currently. tak pasti dia akan stay in my life or not, macam yg sebelum2 ni yang hanya pelangi petang. only Allh know how i am really want him to stay. even he is always with his muka ketat, no expression, but still full with advise and thoughtful words. always saying that he is the most complicated person among his circle, and no one could understand him. (well, uhurm..hello...! what the purpose of me by the way...).
"saya ada boleh bantu".
the words killing me since those words keep replay in my life, with different ways. orang yg cakap nk ada dengan kita tu just at the temporary momento, dan disappear with time. faded camtu je. as time goes by, kita yg terbiasa buat semua benda sorg2 ni akan mudah falling on lah kan once orang offer a hand..aku ni mudah cair sket.
aku tengah mengajar hati untuk take this as positive as i could, kuatkan hati. pelangi petang ni kalau Allah nk tarik tak sampai sekelip mata. tambah2 untuk yg fragile mcm ni. omg. let me prepare first.
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