moments

moments are precious,
sometimes they linger and other times they're fleeting,
and yet so much could be done in them;
you could change a mind,
you could gave a life,
and.
you could even fall in love.

i appreciate moments.

fades

it fades...
like wind in evening..
slowly...
facing the sunset..
and gone.


kerjasamasama

Teambuilding lastweek was quite a good camp for mengeratkan silaturahim dan mengenal antara satu sama lain since i have not too close yet with all the staffs.
basically ia bagus supaya semua boleh refreshing the spirit and kind of a platform to change the opinion and strengthen the relationship.
kdang persefahaman membantu untuk decide things, in each level of management.
bukan kdg2, it is a compulsory to have lah.
dah macam nak karang speech dah rupa gayanya.

since my mate there was VVIP, i din have much time to take pictures around.
but still, these are some pieces:-


last aku mancing was ngn sokri dilla anne dan nurul serta razman
di sawah jalan ke uitm sgamat.
masa tu dilla anne je dpt ikan rasanya.
tapi kali ni aku menang dowh.
no.3.
sbb dia kira ikan sapa paling berat.
atleast ade la juge kpandaian aku kat situ.
ngeh3..blagak2..

kitorg grup kuning no 4.
haha..

yg pompuan brapa kerat je.

group kuning.
sbb kitorg xbeli baju sesama maka
group kuning dipanggil
Group Fakir..haha..deng!


Cabutan bertuah..haroommm nama aku takde..huhu

Checklist diorg is on wall..

parking bas and kreta depan resort is jaoh

katil utk tingkat atas was like a dorm.
at last smua pakat tdo bawah,huhu

landskap dia mmg ikut suka hati.tapi oke lah.
smua pokok2 berfaedah

kolam is everywhere.
dia bela ikan. so bleh mancing

mmg dtg nk bagi adiah kat smua org.
baru fun katanya

abaikan beliau.
penat mungkin selepas meng-adoi-kan perjalanan separuh ari naik van tinggi.
huhu.

ni banglo sbelah.cantik.
tapi xde org.

dah gaya kedi di padang golf.

sbb lama dah xpgg camera,
angle pon dah susah nak agak.
pusing situ sini pon rasa empty.
huhu.

bunga bunga cinta

deru air ini sgt menenangkan.
rasa sejuk dia.
tapi sbb duk tepi jalan maka org2 pompuan tidaklah digalakkan
berjimba2 dsekitar kawasan ini.

pokok mende ntah ni.

buah ini berkhasiat katanya

banglo xde org.

permainan ni brapa kali main dah, tapi lupa juga.

bergaduh2..haha

pemenang yg disanjung.

owh, ni masa bertolak.

gambo kat cameramen x amik lg. so, must be have part 2.
hehe.
kbai.


respect

i have too much stress around me for these days.
after completing coursework for a week, i thought the mess will end happily and this would be my turn to focus to my career and family.
and the career seems "well", the flow continuous, lepas satu, satu.
and they keep me bz and still oke, takde lah bosan kj.
cuma tang xde kerjasama and one of my colleagues yang buat kj sambil lewa, it really hurt me since the boss appointed me to handle the project; and she kept mention why din u talk to that guy, why din u pantau kj dia, why u...why u..
*gosh, that guy also an officer kot. he should know what to do with the documents and finished it on time. others can why he cant?

and this, berangkai dengan family-things.
it keeps repeating on my head after last two days it burst and exploded.
hate to mention that but why dun u people understand what the mean of harmony and peace.
why dont people understand the others and be selfish.
i really hate myself to talk about this out since benda2 camni are very sensitive \ to be discussed for.
please do respect others. it doesnt matter how old are u, how high your education, how smart are you, but please, do tolerate and respect people.

i cannot separate my thought to this part and that part.
so pls consider.
orang penat, jgn tambahkan penat ni dgn bnda2 yg tak logik.


k bai.

scratch


when i took it for the first time i just like, ok, just get in and drive.
bz pikirkan kehidupan yg lain.
tak sempat nak welcomed properly this new thing to the life.
pastu ke hulu ke hilir until last nite i was wondering tung-tang -tung-tang kat highway tu ade efek apa2 tak kat Vee?
pang...dah la depan2.
huhu.

baru nak tgores ati kau.
haaiiiyaaakk..
dia lebih kuang Oren, kat situ jugak, cuma lekuk oren bulat2.
yang ni scratch panjang.
this cant be fix by polish or wax.
ko kono cat ye jang,
huhu,

menangis tak berlagu la seari dua sebelum dapat terima kenyataan.


sakitnya tuh di sini.huhu

alhamdulillah

oh my goodness...
it is a bless from Allah.
and thankx to the good kind crowd for the support.
alhamdulillah
*speechless



student diary - dissertation

hye bebs!

at last i made it.
baru sat2 anta.
Pok Ya who is my staff yg ade business binding kat rumah is on leave today..cemas kejap, but then alhamdulillah, he managed to come and get the report for binding. aku rasa Alhamdulillah yg amat.
and all those required report dah smuanya siap.
alhamdulillah.

semalam kesahnya nak print, ink hitam abes. the day after yesterday tu aku dah beli ink, tapi kaler.
so after dinner with gorjes hosmet, they willing nk teman g beli ink. dengan baju tdo smua aku sumbat dalam Vee, ajom kita ke kdai printer.

pastu balik umah nk print, terdetik plak nak baca guidelines.
rupanya APA ni bukan hanya citation cara rephrase dan pnulisan dowh, dia ade jugak cara nak buat table ngn figure.
jenuh aku edit smula table2 ngn figure tu.
font plak dari arial, tukar TNR, margin smua.
so semalam sampai ke nak subuh aku mmg duk mengadap.
dia punya leka smpai x sedar bangun2 tu prapp prapp kaki, kebas, tangan mmg dah nak hilang corak pegang mouse.
lappy plak dia buat hal xleh pakai mouse jari tu. hadoi.
mmg aku azankan juge laptop tu.

tgh2 print ttiba kertas habes.
kalo ade kdai buka mmg aku g.
tapi pehal ko org nk jual kertas pkul 3 pagi.
ko nk beli ke kalo ade yg jual?
iskh..

alhamdulillah juge, turn it in aku below 15%.
xsia2 mengadap sepnjang spurnama ni.phew!

itu lah challengingnya tragedy siapnya dissertation aku.
padahal itu independent study.
tapi sbb dia 6jam kredit, mmg tragis jugelah.

so ape lagi, jom celebrate!

expectation

what i expect from a man are:

- should be brave
- should be strong
- should be protective
- should be relied on kinda thing
- should know more about cars
- should have asset
- should know how to plan
- should be street smart
- should be confident
- should be solat tak tinggal
- should know how to repair things
- should be willing to help
- should be calm
- should offer a woman his seat
- should pay for meal
- should tolak trolley in shopping mall
- should accompany woman when que-ing
- should be able to decide and make decision
-should be wise in planning
....should be more knowledgeable in all aspect MORE THAN A WOMAN.


tapi skang aku rasa dah terbalik.
huhu


new year

new year

oh my seriously my new year 2016 celebration counted on this???!
huhu..
thats call sacrifice dear..
but i just let myself thinking on the hasil, output and outcome from all these efforts.
i put aside all the alaaa-malasnya and the crappy useless lazy behaviour yang dah sebati dengan diri, and kept continuous working on report and produce one article journal.
alhamdulillah, seperti Allah janjikan siapa yang workout inshaAllah berjaya, and tadaaa last nite i slept happily..muka senyum.muka senyum.
bilik tak terurus, seb baik sempat sikat rambut je.hehe.over u ols.

2 weeks struggle without guide from SV was kind of hardwork u know.
since aku plak tak pandai buat kj last minutes, mmg kejar masa sungguh.
thanks bos faham, and allow me to get study leave to finish all the mess before attending the meeting with bahagian teknologi pendidikan negeri last thursday.
me kind of, bz nya aku.haha.

berkejaran dengan masa memang tidak berbaloi sekiranya kita yang tak pandai fit the time wisely.
tak sempat nk cover ilmu handle Vee, nk selami hatibudi kwn yg nk bgurau tak kena tempat, nak be with parents and family in proper way. Allah je faham semuanya.
and i am very lucky to have this kind of passion.hehe.
but semalam kunun nk tgk movie but full booked.
then we decided to take a walk.
sbb tak ckup tdo my body sweating like mall tu xde aircond, and me kind of pening, heartbeat so fast.
oh body, i am very sorry.

anyway, semoga dipermudahkan semuanya.
to nite kita print, esok hardcover binding, lusa amik, tulat shoot for shahalam to submit.
me kind of....yey!
haha.

happy new year!