what should

i dont know whether:

i should give up and wait,

or

i should work some more and catch.

i just do not know.
but i keep tercari-cari kalau takde.

what should actually i do.
huhu.

takbest

baru dpt berita yg tak best.
ye, ni psl keja.
tak best sbb kita committed kemain. abeskan kelas awal2 pegi bagi guide etc.
pastu dia kata kita bagi keja susah kat org tu.
eh, helo, staf i level spm tu pun bleh buat keja tu.
i tak berbunyi pun sape yg x commit. yg datang itu je lah yg buat.
bakpe plak tiber nak slhkan i.

tak suka!

pastu yg dia ni plak duk gelakkan aku.
kan dah mendapat.huh.

oh my

terasa terpampered sgt lah plak lately.
adei, sis ni bkn boleh, kuat berangan.
i dont know sampai bila (sbb tak pernah lasting lama omg hopeless).

i am at the stage of amaze semua benda dia buat, termsuk research articles dia.
kagum.

takut beb, sbb lps ni kang nt teringat2.
tertunggu2.
huhu.