distracted december

hi..
menghitung hari menjelang 2020.
kereta masih tak terbang gais.
masih je ada grounded, and semalam masih kena langsaikan roadtax.
ingatkan dah 2020 semua macam free.. well yeah, bebas.

these two three days i have been distracted with restructuring department for 2020.
my boss pun dah mess, i dont know what is in his head.
penat nak advice. i afraid that he thinks i am desperately wanting certain2 departments dlm library ni. phew! i actually memikirkan nasib penilaian hujung tahun 2020 tu nanti.
it is very affecting the results, in many ways.

am i thinking too far?