when the hasad menguasai...

saya tak tau nape fitnah itu mengganggu emosi saya..
yes..i know, bila dah namanya FITNAH, ia bukanlah betul pon..
tapi, sakitnya hati when it was delivered the way like that..
it such menjatuhkan maruah diriku ini..
ntah kat sapa lagi dia sebarkan..
well, i'm not semurah itu oke..
my iman is not that goyah stakat ini..sehingga saat dan jam ini..

iye, bnda tu dah lama..
tapi bila dibangkitkan, rase cam "owh, dats y org tu pandang camtu..org ni pndang camni", things like that..
hope that it wont reach those my beloved family..
very der..

kadang2 nak jugak doa, kalaulah bnda yg dia buat kat saya, jadi kat anak2 dia, macamane laa..
orait, i know, it was my dugaan..
but then, ia memijak maruah oke..

nape laa masyarakat ni mcamni..
org x kacao idup ko, wat pe ko nak sebok2 hal org..
huh..

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