rujukan

recently i work my work very well (aku rasa laa) sbb aku mcm tak menang tangan melayan users.
ada yang menghiburkan, ade yg memberi tekanan.
tapi sebab kj, layankan aje.
seronok bila apa yg depa nak tau kita dapat explain satu2 or at least dapatlah juga memberi jalan untuk disiapkan satu2 tugasan tu.

semester degree memang mencabar minda sikit since those students in final sem dan part 5 doing their research and research proposal.
tetambah bab finance, economic which require me to pahamkan term2 diorg yg sgt technical.
sampai sakit kepala semalam.

this week masih berbaki satu kelas lagi Kelas Kemahiran Maklumat.
kalau student best dan memahami ok, kalu dpt yg kecoh riuh tu, sakit ati jgk.
maybe thats why i am not fated to be a lecturer.
salute to all cikgus and lecturers yg bertahan mengajar budak2 sampai pandai.huhu.

it is nice you know to have people come to you for help.
and walked out from your desk with a big hope and light.
trase puas hati dapat gaji begini.
haha.
over betul.

i might not help you to gain good grade but still i would give my best to guide.
inshaAllah.

bff

bestfriend can be lover or not.
tajuk kat era.fm.

jawapan aku: tak pasti.
tapi yg sure, aku jenis tak reti nak sayang org sikit-sikit.
so then aku tatau aku syg org tu sbnrnya for love or for friend.
haha. teruk sungguh.

lately one of my bff ade FB-ing me.
and it makes me recall life with him zaman2 blaja dulu.
it wasnt involve feeling lovey dovey, dia lebih kepada abang adik yg memang aku marah kalo ko tak siap asgmt, suka time dia ajak lepak, ok time dia suh kejut pagi, and so forth.
and the sweet moment is time knvo dia g jmpa aku bawak tunang dia.
and i was like, owhhh tahniah.
tapi aku tak kecik ati.
pastu lost contact dan contact balik lately after our fren up gamba zaman dulu2 time nak g kelas.
time bff ngn dia dulu ramai jgk la org jeles, aku mcm what the heck org nk jeles.
tapi lagi kami buat hal.
aku penah je nak marah tolak meja dlm bilik kuliah, sampai terbalik meja, and seb baik dia sambut.
"mung kalu nk maroh memey parok".
pastu aku blah, tapi dia pujuk.
hahaha.

zaman dulu.

yg tiba2 nak jadi bff pon ade, tapi aku xleh go on, sbb ramai sgt org tak suka dia.
aku ni kdg2 dapat org yg 'baki-baki' org tak brapa suka.
hahaha.
nasib.

so, that feeling.

zaman skolah rendah aku ade bff laki.
dia akan lepak depan umah aku tggu nk g skolah.
balik sekolah saing sama nek beskal.
dia slalu pinjam buku skolah aku tiru homework.
dia slalu bagi pinjam komik, anak org ada2, slalu blnja makan.
time nk study group mmg dia dulu smpai umah aku.
org kg duk bcakap pasal kitorg, tapi ...alaahhh.budak skolah rendah je kot.
masuk skolah menengah lost cntact.
masuk uni, aku pnh cntact dia skali, tapi aku rasa dia mcm tetiba x brapa nk frenly.
segan mungkin. pastu lepas tu makin jauh makin jauh.
dia problem  skit, aritu dgr citer dia ade involve ngn org2 yg x berfaedah.
padahal dah kawen, anak tiga rasanya.
ada add kat fb, tapi silent.
hmm.. masa dia kawen abah ada btau.
aku was like "owh..."
gitu je.huhu.

yg aku takleh lupa sampai bila2 is yg kwn whom aku anggap bff, dan dia pun ckp kita bff, tapi ko take for granted, dan dtg time ko suka.
banyak kali on-off tapi at last i decide aku off smpai bila-bila.

kawan-kawan.
rindu pulak.

note: i talk about kawan lain gender ;)

fenat

baru lah boleh masuk opis dengan tenang this week.
i start my day dengan sleepy eyes semalam beriya khatamkan cerita Voice tu.
hero fevret, msti kna tgk smpai abes.

last week selasa sampai khamis fly to uitmkelate to attend a HR WalkThrough , sebuah roadtour.
mmg shot abes.
tapi aku ikut je flow.
seb baik bos cover semalam utk bagi talk since i felt not sure to deliver.
datang la jugak majlis tu utk back up.
semalam kegilaan g kenduri sampai dua kali.
haha.
angin.

esok lusa ade task bagi taklimat utk kelas info skill.
lepas tu baru bleh rasa lega.
penat giler berkejaran dua tiga minggu ni.
bila nak balik kg xtau.
huhu

headache

i was here and there for these three weeks.
and my mind got chaos and exhausted.
got short vacay, attending bengkel, and wedding trip at one shot mmg gimme shot on head.
i got headache,  coughing, and flu all in a package.
khamis yg tetiba dpt mc dan jumaat mmg rest abes.
sabtu ahad drove all away.
dan skang masuk opis berpinau2.
tgh amik mood.
know what, i need to give a talk for one hour this weekend.
slide taksiap lagi.
kali ni xle escape.
huhu.

headache masih ade ni. haih.
next time xleh buat semua bnda ni one shot.
shock body and soul.
and your antibodi is not young anymore.
you have use it for 33 years, what d'u expect then.

get rid your work and pay some place a visit.
get refreshing your view, baru feel hidup org kabor...

semoga semangat datang kejap2 lagi.

aaameeennn..