stress

the feeling is soo unbalance today.

stress kot, tu yg tetiba bendera merah awal menyinggah.

and tday my curiosity mmg kill the 'cat'.

pelik je aku tgk atas meja dia banyak2 fail.

then belek2, those files actually not suppose to be created.

"ini utk makluman saya je cik".

at this while org admin riuh cari fail tak cukup dia boleh bukak fail mcm2 just 'utk makluman saya' kau rasa aku nak react camana.

i was titled as Record Officer campus, tapi unit yg sekangkang kera ini pon huru hara.

and i yelled at the moment suh dia gi belajor cara buka tutup fail.

and at what time suppose we open a file.

stakat untuk makluman saya tak perlu nak bukak fail putih TERBUKA sayang oi.

letak je atas tray yg sblh kau tu.

gobok fail yg sblh aku tu takde plak org nak dtg belek.

padehal tu lemari rekod unit.

dah semua redundant.

oh my!

hangen sepagi aku arini.

tak paham , tanya.

duk sambung kj org dulu.

dulu tu dah dkt 5y.

aduih!

stress. 

uneasy

i thought one of my staffs feels uneasy with me due to imbalance job delegation.
sape suh buat kerja main-main and tak serius.
dah tau ur boss is kind of seriously serious macam harimau Malaya cun, buat hal lagi.

every each work given i need to check and check more than two times.
pastu salah.
then i nag, then everyone does not happy.
so, baik lah kita delegate kat sapa yg boleh buat kerja.
and i want to see these few days, who would come and ask for work to do.
if tak de, i would create few things for you to do.

penat lah.
staffs i tak ramai pon, thats why i need ones yang boleh buat kerja betul-betul.
ni tak, i need to do all things and you plak just baca2 and proceed.
eh, sape yg lead this unit actually guys?!

dah, bai.
zass

fitnah

buat baik dibalas baik,
buat jahat dibalas jahat padan muka kau.
kadang aku harap sgt org yg buat jahat dan tak insaf2 untuk dpt balik jahat dia tu.
huh.


aku tak berapa paham lately (baru nak discover? ufffhh) orang suka menyampai serta menokok tambah benda2 yang tak sepatutnya dan membawa kepada fitnah which is i dont like tis type of people.
semak nengok.

listen to what people talk to you, and imagine dengan gaya itu jgk dia bercerita kat org lain.
so, you can 'see' how far your stories u share would go.
oh my gad.

why people like to talk about others..
kdg cerita kita hanya utk org yg kita bercerita je.
skadar kongsi.
dia g pulak dah kongsi ngn org lain.
haih.

tak beshnya...