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long time not sharing things here.

life recently quite good.
tapi perangai takut utk accept and terus hanyut dalam the goodness of life still menebal dalam diri.
sebab takut Allah hanya bagi pinjam sementara.
dan one time bila Dia amik balik hati akan sakit.
anyhow i tawakkal je and follow the flow.
live life with kindness and spread love not hatred.

and somehow i am trying to lowered my standard and ignoring the flaws.
ye, ai bukannya perfect pon. tapi itu la kan, people talk and most concern flaws even sebanyak mana baik yang ada dalam diri seseorang. humm..

we are comparing current situation dengan life yang dulu, sebab takut life yang takbest keep repeating and hati pedih hati sedih mengadap benda yang sama.
bukan kita tanak buka hati, tapi since kita tak tau hala mana hubungan kita, jadi i keep that in my heart dulu and listen to what actually dia nak kita ada dalam life dia.
(eh, cakap psl hubungan plak dah ..haih).
jangan buat ai perasan boleh tak??

kita berusaha untuk tidak fall dalam satu-satu hubungan sbb nanti termalu sendiri kalau tetiba life is not as what we expected it to be (lebih kepada what I expected it to be..huhu).
dan my biggest problem is ai tak pandai nak bersederhana dalam membina relationship.


..my time is not waiting. and i prefer not to waste my time with wrong people.
how would i know dia is the right or wrong one huh?


conflict lagi.huhu.