MMPC 2015

sbnrnya aku sedikit ralat sbb all these action only took for us x sampai seminggu..

masa yang lama utk take action bukan sbb xde masa but takde penggerak.

i waited for arahan but finally decide to push the team sbb masa dah suntuk.

hasilnya semua kena dengar aku membebel. nasib baik aku tak diajar untuk maki hamun bagai.

and alhamdulillah, siap lah juge.

mmg tak sempat nak grand2 sgt, tapi mana yang ade je lah.

phew!

poster last minute.

aku rasa x mnarik mana, tapi harap info tu smpai

hamper untuk skolah2 yang masuk btanding

untuk kuiz

ini je add on yang smpai aku bagi.
itu pon aku just suh staf yg buat. so oke la..
aku tatau bos akan ckp ape.

hiasan budak tadika ni la jugak yg kasik naik seri

cabutan btuah.
habis kiut dah.
aku amik tabung sedekah subuh.
hehe

bos aku cuti smggu and all works done without her pemantauan.

tatau la ape dia akan cakap lps tgk smua ni since sblm ni she would decide in all small to big things in all business in the dept.

i hope she oke lah with these.

k bai.

esok nak p jalan. so arini setelkan mana yg patut.

my god aku dtg kj weekend..rare..haha

p/s : takziah to ammar for his father.

i feel the sad to actually. thanks to en.am for the news.

pre-vacation #bff

i got too excited when the vacation dah dekat..
sampai aku terdemam dua ari, and cont with cerry berry hingga ke hari ini.
today i guess the illness might be reduced since semalam dah gi klinik. and i have google some treatments; go find isotonic drinks and bananas, and have minuman mempunyai bakteria baik untuk memberi kesihatan yang baik.
inshaAllah lah kan, semuanya akan baik.

last friday my bff has emailed us the tentative for the vacation.
lagi best kalo kita duk dekat2 and bleh buat preparation together.
baru laa nak selongkar closet seeking for tracksuit, g cari sport shoes bagai.
know what, suar track mmg pakai time2 g vacay je. nak arap bsukan tahun bila ntah.
i dun really like sport, but nature walk, of course i like.hehe.

even with the limited time, of course we try to make it precious.
nak bkumpul setahun sekali pon susah dah sekarang.
everyone with her own commitment.
and as day passes, people get married, and some has migrated to other place, except me who would always available in any way..hehe..

menyeronokkan..

mmg akan slalu ade yg lost the train,
so the admin manage to make a grup.
admin haruslah bekeng dan mempunyai karisma dlm
pengurusan rekod dan dokumentasi.
who is appointed to Durt.. hehe

actually aku excited2 ni, next week ade program library, but seems like smua org relax je.

aku xleh relax2 ni, x seronok.

kalut2 kan best, keja jalan, pastu when the time come, kita dah relax bleh pk what else we want to add on to make it nice.

know what, i got no rhythm yet in the "new" working envy.

stakat ni i just try to get into them.

i wish soon i get the seronok to work here which i am not found it yet.

kalo kat umah sewa of course very fun..hehe.

so, priority lebih ke rumah sewaku syurgaku..haha..over mak.

okies, continue excited till the day..

^___^

raya 2015

salam lebaran ke enam and i am at office now after drove about 5 to 6 hours yesterday..
penat tuhan saja yg tau smpai terlelap sambil duduk.. but then i din sleep well since jiran2 mcm takde, and myhosmet still in holiday mode.
and i did call one of them just now and no answer, i guess she cont. her holiday since dia alahan preggy awal2 ni..happy for her but ksian juga tengok..siksa pls.
omg, i am soo sleepy, last nite pkul 3 lbih kuang tidonya. and mimpi plak menyakitkan hati.
smlm sbb tgk lara croft, padahal just for a minute jer. impak, kuat kan..

raya tahun ni aku mmg homey2 je.. g jalan to only closed frens' house whom given births to their new children and sorg nak fly g Melbourne...umah kg plak air mmg slow giler which required us to basuh pinggan pakai air baldi kena angkut2 kinda thing. rasa mcm zaman batu plak. nak mandi kna ikut turn, gitu la kesahnya.

tahun ni tak g ziarah kubur. ya Allah, aku kirimkan doa untuk sanak saudara yang telah meninggalkan dunia ni. dan aku tahu aku akan menyusul. as mom said, "urusan dunia tak kan penah abes"..membuatkan aku terdiam sejenak.

here some pics from the raya yg sempat di snap even ade yg malu2 and malas nak senyum tapi bila dah amik gamab "eh, mana gamba yg ko amik tadi..."
huh..

sesambil design yg library aku buat skali aku punya.
poyo jerk..haha

famili pic yg x pernah cukup..
abah n amer arenot in the pic.

braders

her 1st raya, ainur marissa

also her first raya, zara aqeela

monopod batang cok cangkul..
haha, rare

lompatan raya

maksu and paksu

when a father took care of a daughter
bunga kepala pon senget2

bday sudey and jiran

mum with her kakak ipar

pakcuamad

kazen and anak kazen and su

bunga api pelengkap raya kanak2

kazenss..

kazenss again

adik firas..
seems like mcm aku plak yg baru bsalin dan ni bby aku..
sbb sdondon pink..
haha.over..

itu pic from nikon.

mls nak transfer pic dari phone.

but i hav put them on IG.

oh, i am sooo sleepy..huhu

menjelang lebaran di opis

tadi balik amik camera untuk shoot corner raya library (as pic kat bawah) untuk paparan yang lebih bergaya di hari raya. tapi bila ON tade baterry lah pulak. nak menunggu nya tu dalam sejam lagi kot so bosan giler. paperwork? ufghhh..mood tgh ke raya ni..org dah tak buat kj nak-nak raya ni baq ang..hehe..

this brings me to a thought:

after i review my days back, i want to greatly thanx Allah Alhamdulillah and i manage to muhasabah yang Allah sangat sayangkan aku things like that.. di hari aku duk pk who want to breaking fast with me on my bday, Allah hantar org yg out of sudden call "bila nak bbuka posa sama". myGod i feel like very lucky since tak perlu mengadap meja makan sorang2 and meratap nasib..haha..over.

and these days my hosmets yang dua dah mmg slamat cuti raya, and the one yang early preggy who dah sminggu ulang alik dari umah mak dia ttiba nak stay in our home these days before raya..and i was like ohmyGod, i am happy buddy to have you in here..Allah tak bagi sedih2 bulan posa ni..Allah suh beramal tanpa pk anasir2 yg boleh membuatkan sedih tak tentu pasai..

but then, aku ni duk sorg pon meriah..hehe..

ni sbb ttiba nk balik ni ape pon x packing. baru je g amik krepek umah abang dia suh bawak balik sbb keta dia tak muat ngn anak2 mak mertua and barang2 raya..

and i asked his wife to pass to me sorang anak dia to accompany me balik kampung..

and she just like, ok, tgk dulu tanya abang.

he-he.. *winking..

tapi kna tggu dia balik skol sbb dia skolah petang.

oh, counting His blesses make me sense this live dengan baik, thinking good things, feel positive vibes, and appreciate the living dgn benda-benda yang positive..Alhamdulillah.. I try my best to be a good servant to You then. InshaAllah.

*pejam mata tangan kat hati, feeling the heartbeat with Allahuakbar kind a thing..

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(ni citer aku tulis sebelum aku tulis citer di atas..share-share column. boleh kan..hehe)

few weeks ago my bos asked the pegawai-s in the office to give the idea for raya deco.

i din know how others but when she asked me, i gave lah my idea yg telah di google.

then after my proposal she just "i tak nampak ape yg you nak buat ni".

aku actually rasa down but then the team said we can do it lah cik as.

then they worked out. and i just make it happened lah.

then tadaaaa, this is our raya corner.

asalnya nak tambah photo booth area tu dengan frame IG and the stuffs, but then dipatah lagi "you are just allowed to have the corner for two to three weeks before renovation work on that part".

urgggffhh.

oke lah, ini pon da cukup best effort dah from the team aku rasa.

thanks guys..

a week preparation, nah, inilah hasilnya.

aritu ade photo shoot opis. and these my fav shots.

mulanya nak balik kg 2days before raya. tapi mcm krikk krikk je kat rumah sorg2.

skang ade cikma the hosmet till esok.esok she would be home..and sanggupkah bbuka dan bsahur sorg di hujung ramadhan. sedih tang ramadhan nk pergi tu satu hal, tang sayu lebaran tu satu hal.

so then i manage to add one more day to my holiday raya...yee ha!!

and my sis texted me, "balik la, bleh g shopping".

owh, lagi laa excited.

oke done, mlm ni kita kemas2..

yey balik kampung!

#31 pada 21 Ramadhan 1436H

happy bday to me.

omg i am 31 tday..

tak pcaya pls..

tapi harus bpijak di bumi nyata and trying to accept the fate naturally.

semua mendoakan jodoh.

semua mendoakan kebaikan.

semoga Allah memperkenankan doa-doa itu.

terima kasih ma kerana lahirkan orang,

terima kasih abah juge.

terima kasih arwah nenek tolong besarkan org.

terima kasih famili and frens.

terima kasih cikgu2 lecturer2 yg mendidik saya.

terima kasih rakan sekerja juge.

eh, terima kasih kat semua lah.

hehe.

lama jugak nk dcide nak pakai ke tak.
jubah je kot..huhu..
actually this is my 2nd jubah.
eh, i am not hipokrit oke.
ttiba.
bnda yg x slalu buat, dia jadi kekok la.huhu

tenkiu to opismates yg bagi present in advanced 2 hari lepas.
jimat bekal kitkat smggu..
hehe.

i have a lot to say, tapi biarlah ia tersemat di dalam hati nurani ini.

selamat menjalani hari-hari mendatang ye aney.

know what, umur makin singkat, Allah suh beribadat.

semoga lebih beriman dan bertaqwa di masa-masa akan datang.

inshaAllah.

mimpi

semalam aku mimpi.
mimpi mak paksa kawen sampai aku hentak2 kaki tanak kawen sbb aku tak knal sapa dan apa kerja dia dan baikkah beliau.
gulp..ketakutan itu membawa kepada kejutan alarm sahur.
huh..takut rupanya kawen ngn org yg tak knal.
maka aku balik nt nk tarik balik suh mak aku carikan jodoh.
biarlah it comes by nature.
seram sejuk plak aku.

takut pls!