tired_ness part 2

homaigad, sakit pinggang masih terasa.
aku telan fish oil pil yg panjang seinchi tu pon x le re energized saraf2.
pagi ni sepeket ephyra.
pastu bantai nescafe plak ..tatau la berkesan ke x, ephyra mana bleh blended ngn caffeine..paling2 tidak 2jam gap.
esaimen masih blur2, keja opis plak nahai banyaknya.. tapi mlm aku still spend time tgk tv.
makan on time. haha.
bila rasa rilek camni tak terasa serius plak blaja.
hep! masih ade satu sem ni jangan nk leka sgt.

jom, sambung kehidupan dengan girang!
tamau ngantuk2 pls..
hey sepets! wake up!

tired_ness

so sleepy after last nite umah-kb-kuala besut-lalu pantai-patah lalu felda chalok-then decide amik highway, patah ke sungai tong-highway-sampai, tooke almost 8 hours. i felt like dem tired last nite smpai terjaga terjaga urut kaki sndiri.
dats why people gone crazy on road, potong sana sini and din care about others. 40km/j all along the road. tatau la sbb nak balik dari raya atau nk ke stadium ade bola.
anis smlm pon dah bosan mlayan moknik smpai lena bangun lena balik.
masuk highway mmg pecut sesedap rasa.
tapi silau masyaAllah.

ni aku taktau bleh kj ke tak ni.
mata mmg xleh buka.
nk bfast tade geng ni.
bungkus makan kat meja pon bleh tahan gak.
student takde kot arini.
kot...

raya?
oke la raya.
cuma aku sdikit tense since these people come and story, and so those people.
eh tak puas ati g la ckp sesama korg, no middleman pls.
pastu aku meletop sengsorang.
korg2 nampak cantik je sesama.
huhu.

aku perlu lebih latihan.
latihan mendengar dan jangan hadam benda2 yang tak sepatut.
latihan takyah concern bnda2 cenggitu.

esaimen tak siap lagi ni.huhu.
kbai!~

amik mood.

.

ya Allah,
jauhkan aku daripada menjadi SOMBONG.
hapuskan sifat riak dlm diri.
hilangkan sifat benci dalam hati.
jauhkan aku dari sentiasa mengeluh.
membandingkan perihal org dengan diri sndiri.
smada baiknya org buruknya aku.
buruknya orang baiknya aku.
aku mohon ampun Ya Allah.
tundukkan hati aku.
rendahkan pandanganku.
dekatkan hati ini dengan sifat taqwa.
semaikan sikap hamba kepada Mu dlm setiap genap perlakuanku.
aku ini hamba yang lemah dan lalai.

ampunkan aku.

oh my gosh

tak, aku takde la benci sangat kat dia.
aku cuma tak suka dia buat camni.
may be mood aku tgh swing and he just came with the gurau2..
kna la tempias sedikit sbyk.
but then dont he know that it was the harsh words.
aku mmg sensetif hokay.
dah kata knal sgt, then..

well, u may not hear a sorry from a man with high ego.
but then, once you hear him say sorry then he just leave,
rasa macam krikk krikk la pulak.
haih, say sorry, pastu blah.
nak pujuk camana lagi nya.

well, friendship sometime is quite complicated than relationship.
yes, it might be better in friendship, but alaahai..
malasnya nak pujuk2.
org dah pujuk tak jalan.
nak buat tak tau tapi kpala pk.
tak sukanya

1st seminar

travelop last weekend

my 1st seminar with all the mummies..
ni dipanggil beauty-of-the-day pose...hehe

lpas kelas aku fetch kak ja and anak2 to IOI city mall..
giler gagah bjalan.
padahal kpala tengah mikir asgmt.
sbb tu mata sepet sblh, berat ke kanan.mikir.haha

aku ade baca review pasal absolute thai ni.
slalu aku makan set, tak beria camni.
ade gak terbaca review pasal pandan leave chicken tu.
tapi aku rasa semua2 ni biasa saja.
cuma the taste la yg kuat.. rasa rempah2 smua.
well, nice to have la.
price wise is sgt mahal untuk rasa sebegini.
service ok.

aidid slalu badmood kalo jln2.
and the feeling tends to influence others' feeling jugak.
kalo time kita penat, akan bertambah2 lah penatnya.huhu.
kids..

lawa kan..aku duk terimagine besnya kalo ade umah sndiri.

as usual, i met this lady.
oh dear, i hope u can handle ur troubles as well.
rupanya masalah aku ni semut saje berbanding mslh dia.
well, happy birthday my fren.

feeling2 oversea.
jerebu2 aku duk menunggu kat luar sbb dah bosan nengok org
dlm mall tu..huhu.. teruk dowh jerebunya.

sblm balik smlm kita bfast kat Tea Tarik Place.
bad service, makanan pon biasa2 je.
nasi kakwok tutup.
hmm..may be takde rezeki kita kali ni.
next time may be

yesterday i made 4 hours plus2 Shah alam to Dungun.

kinda ketar kpala2 aku..huhu.

semoga aku akan lebih bertabah!

inshaALLAH.

sem 4

esok bersambung lagi lah kesah travelog aku dalam siri menuntut ilmu.
inshaAllah, aku mengharapkan keredhoan Allah dalam travelog ini.
know what, at first aku mmg terpengaruh dengan besties beriya2 nak sambung blaja itu ari, dan dengan semangatnya aku register.. hampeh rupanya kita semua lain course. lain waktu blaja, dan too obvious is lain mode pengajian. aku mmg naive sungguh tak bertanya.
dat day lepak2 umah member yang dan nak buat post doc dah, dia tanya "mung ngaji berapo jam kredit?"..giler jam kredit pon aku xtau..sengal. nk abis blaja dah weyh..
oke now aku dah semak balik, dan aku dengan bangganya nk jawab "course aku 40jam kredit!!"
haha.. ngeng..

dalam cerdik2 ade jugak part yg x cerdiknya, kan..
huhu.. cerdik ker?

banyak kena sacrifice bila travel and all fees are from own pocket.
kita lebih bertanggungjawab dan lebih berjimat cermat dan beringat.
kita juga kena sacrifice ketebalan muka facing kawan-kawan untuk menumpang.
but the best part is kita bleh still meet up and hangout dengan our closed frens since most of them mmg bermastautin di area2 sana.
transfered here macam has been kicked out to other new world; nak hangout ngn bff susah, nak shopping new stuffs susah, tgk je update kat social media but to get that things my god very hard; yes, we got online mall, tapi tak sama hokay..
oke, being closed to parents laa antara faedah dok sini.
counting the blesses pls.

well, i learn lot of things here; when u go to pasar basah or stalls yg jual ikan petang2 u would see variety of seafoods yang giler fresh and u never see them before. kalau sotong beberapa jenis sotong lain2 kaler, ketam pon pat lima jenis, and ecetra2.. excited hokay.
having hosmet from culinary course sangat membantu menaikkan semangat. dia construct kita dari depan tv sambil kita beraksi di dapur..
"halia ni potong panjang2 ke?"
"bawang ni potong dadu eh?"
"masuk santan dulu ke kendian?"
...kinda things.

haaa..banyak jugak blesses nya kan..
and this afternoon, i got an appointment for info skill class.
nasib ade sedara yg blaja sini. smlm dia dtg tanya nk cari artikel.
i asked her to bring few classmates and i would tunjuk guide directly sehingga dia dapat ape dia cari.
waaa...bab promote keja mmg skillful lah.
could this also be as a bless?

haa then, nikmat mana lagi mahu kamu dustakan?

sayang

orang sayang kita...?
atau kita sayang orang...?

bila orang sayang, kita rasa betul ke orang sayang?
betul-betul sayang ke? main-main sayang ke?
atau ade sebab lain sayang nya ni?
tapi kita tak voice out sbb takut hilang sayang tu.
sebab kita dah sayang orang.

orang sayang kita dulu,
baru kita sayang orang.
bila kita dah sayang,
orang masih sayang kita tak?


takut luahkan sayang,
takut sebenarnya org bukan sayang betul-betul pon,
main-main sayang, sebab takde orang nak sayang.
jangan begitu sayang.

kita takut hilang sayang,
sayang yang ada dalam hati,
sayang kalau hilang....

huhu.

aku ade hilang beberapa sayang,
yang ada ni aku harap sayangnya tak hilang,
terima kasih sayang-sayang,
kerana masih sayang,
harapnya sayang itu sayang betul-betul,
bukan main-main sayang..

Cafe Review: Maraschino

my travelog for food cont.

this time we went to rantau panjang since kat situ bukan saja nak g cari makan, kita jugak buleh mencuci mata skali. dan cuci poket juge.

well, i wonder juge lah since when this cafe is there. sepanjang hayat aku g ni aku tak perasan kedai ni. may be because aku tak mendongak tengok kat atas atau selama ini aku igtkan kdai ni adalah butik jual henbeg. tapi atas ehsan google and blogwalking, here we go to have the view of the food they served.

lokasi dia is betul2 sebelah BSN kat rantau panjang tu.
jalan2 tengok2 barang ttiba
eh ade cafe? halal katanya, why not try kan..

western ade, light2 ade,
asean ade, dessert ade.
complete!

nasik2 pon ade, tapi kena jeling2 harga jugaklah.
kalo stakat ko nk makan tomyam mcm rugi la plak kan.
baik cari menu yang agak2 jarang kdai kat luar ade.

sesambil tunggu makanan sampai kitorg mmg snap snap..
cantik deco dia.

jakun monopod sbnrnya..haha

ciktee looked gorjes with candy cam app..haha

sblm main course sampai dia serve air putih.
sejuk..bagus2. tau2 je kitorg pnat bjalan.

sbb kat umah takde line, mmg smua jakun gadjet la.

xde la rare sgt menu aku.
stakat ktiau laknat ni.
tapi sedatt okess.
kenyang smpai malam.haha..
over kan

prize wise: harga dia mahal la sket, standard2 cafe kat mall. pada aku laa. kalo ko gaji 5K ke atas, boleh la bawak sefamili. aku yg tak seberapa ini bawak 4 org trasa la telan air liur juga la. kita pompuan mgkin oke in term of lasting tahap kekenyangannya, tapi for guys, tak smpai 3 jam, "jom makan"..huhu

tapi servis dia tiptop, rasa pun sedap.

so aku rasa worth. aku ni mudah sgt pleased by people.so smua2 itu sudah dikaburi senyum and services org2 maraschino ni..huhu.so typical org skang kan, we rather pay for services, makan sedap pon kalo services tak elok tak jadi juge kan.

mmg la save if makan kat kat warung. tapi sbb kami org local, makan warung tu dah slalu.

so try la cafe aircond skali skala.

nice, and ofcourse we will repeat our visit (time gaji je laa deh..hehe).

for me, maraschino is a nice try ... highly recommended.

Cafe Review: mali's cafe by chef nazri

oke, dah cool sket, so bleh la aku cont. dengan review cafe jjcm yang tertangguh dah dekat 2 weeks.

weekend lepas, cuti merdeka, mmg all out aku berjalan sbb kunun dah lama menunggu gaji and ttiba dapat gaji meh kita g perabih pastu kita kerja bsungguh2 balik, tunggu gaji lagi then begitulah cycle-nya..huhu.. saving? itu kita dah tolak siap2..

spend ikut kemampuan la ye.

ciktee asked me to fetch her from her rental house lepas dia buat partime catering itu ari.

"nik, kj aku nyusun kuih dari pagi sampai petang..lenguh giler!"

baru ko tau susah cari duit..huhu..

then before balik we all have merdeka walk around stadium, tapi mcm krikk krikk je.

pastu saja cari jalan jauh tengok2 lampu.

passing by jalan pasir pekan benti jap lepak cafe yg dari luar nampak mcm bes.

here, Mali's Cafe & Restaurant by Chef Nazri.

Location: Jalan Pasir Pekan, depan pasaraya Salamku.

nice western food dia, harga sangat murah untuk rasa yg sebaik itu.

so, sbb murah kasik chance ciktee blnja.

aku x makan pon, share2 plate adik2, saja nak tgk deco.

well, nice try and i would come back ofcourse.

aku try signature drink dia,
mali's mango juice,
rasa dia macam mango jus biasa la (dah tu nk rasa ape lg kan?)
but, aku nk jugak puji, it is nice.

kami je yg jakun click-cluck selfie sana sini.
org pandang jerk..haha.
sbb arif wasnit around masa kami outing berkali2 and
this was the 1st time sbb dia tlampau bz extra classess,
tuitions, and footballgamesss.
so kasik can laa.

cantik deco dia..ala2 zaman koboi

nice drawing for the menu

weefieee adik beradik

overall, it is a good development for the restaurant and cafe especially for the kelantan region. since aku slalu balik kg for these 3 years after my transfer itu ari, i use this opportunity to explore food with the sibs as i can. lets us explore other cafes and restaurants as much as we could since korang masih ade kat umah. lepas ni korg masuk uni and then going to work outside tak tau dah kita bleh bonding camni lagi ke tak. i try my best to create activities together. yg atas2 tu kita biarkan, since they have their own families. those yang nk follow, carry on.

well, life and living, people come and go.

eh, awat tetiba sedey neyh?

huhu..

let's go to mali's gaji bulan depan..hehe .

peace!

the mess (Part 3)

i did go to police station and had a talk with the Investigation Officer (IO)..
may be he just wonder why and what actually this lady sooo mess and worries?
i gave him the letter and asked his advice, while asking for the keputusan pelanggaran.
he said that the summon had been cursed for that orang, is actually i, as the victim, do not have to worry coz this thing is about for the claim of the injuries. paling kuat yang akan naik court pon the IO, not the victim, unless the case is meleret-leret.

oh my goodness.. why that people sooo bad, so munafiq, and so jahat all those things..
may be this is my first time, and i was too cemas, and still cemas, on that things that i have totally no idea what would happen.

just now i call the agent yg buat takaful jugak kat tempat i kj ni, and she kinda want to help me to guide me isi the claim form. it was too renyah to get this done.

and now, the admin dept knows i involved in accident, and also the security dept too.
huhu.. well, u have make everyone know haney..! well done! *crying
bcz i do not know who i can refer to. and now, sikit2 aku blaja and i know where to channel this somehow.

and i wont ever ask the people yang tak berhatiperut langgar i that day about anything.
remember, i am hating people nowadays..
u want that money, go on. let us "discuss" this on akhirat. we'll see the result from Yang Maha Adil.
I am hopeless to tebalkan muka, sakitkan hati sendiri for asking the bargain to not claim under my insurans and so on.

so unfair policy lah insurans kenderaan ni..
why not just curse on the fault party je.
nyusahkan org betul.
nak duit bukan main baik.

aku harap aku naik sem nanti dengan hati yang lapang.
aminnn..

the mess (part 2)

well, hi, i am back again continuing the mess yesterday.
after a river crying mengenang nasib who would i rely to, aku mmg tau yang ade dengan aku  hanya Allah. i wont ever rely on people again. and at one stage you would found that only you urself stand, fighting for your own right, for your own sake.

pakcik  tu mmg takde hati perut.
bukan dia sorg, sekeluarga.
aku mmg takkan maafkan. ko jumpa aku kat akhirat.

what in my thought today is just follow the procedure since buang karan je aku bercakap ngn org yg takde budi bicara macam tu. they wont have any sense of bersalah pon dalam hati diorang.
what else then you would say, since the law and law-ness yang boleh membelit segalanya for the sake of money. you know people sangat expert is putar belit for money. seakan hidup di sini tiada bertuhan, tiada hari pembalasan. apa je yang dia kesahkan.

i lost my police report. i need to go back to police station for the copy.
i will do it my way.

Semoga Allah melindungi aku.