happy new year 2019

hi 2019!

alhamdulillah, still breathing in this new year.
Allah suh tambah lagi ibadah, tak cukup lagi bekalan ni nk mengadap Yang Maha Esa.
inshaAllah would improve.

2018 alhamdulillah juga dah accomplished a few wish-list untuk kehidupan.
the most excitements dapat travel overseas and having littlejannah.
tiberr teringat ma slalu cakap masa kecik2 dulu "bila dah besar, keja bagus2 buleh la kalu nok gak" - a response after sis merengek nak benda yg dia takleh bagi. well, Allah pjgkan umur, bagi rezeki lebih, so then dapatlah kita merasa since kita bukan org senang. nak apa2 kena usaha lebih, struggle lebih. oh my ma, i love you infinity.

as time goes by, our satisfactions change. kadang ikut pengaruh sekeliling, dan juga kemampuan kita spend. that is what i always tell my housemate yang baru start keja dan mula nk kenal dunia pekerjaan dan spend duit sndiri. she is like my sista dah. seriously, she was like me when i start keja - jauh ngn famili, 1year keja dah kna ade komitmen etc. bezanya her father guides her much on these and that, but me was struggle gathering knowledge untuk tahu mana baik mana buruk so that i learnt most from frens. sbb tu dulu ramai kawan. skang semuaku Google je. dulu ringan mulut btanya.

so 2019, semoga the next 365days would give much excitements and happiness.
tak mengharap banyak, cuma mohon Allah lapangkan dada, murahkan rezeki, dan tenangkan hati.
harap Allah redha dengan my existence in this life.
hope to give more to life and jadi org berguna so then takde la membazir dan menyemak saja di bumi tuhan ni. khennnn...

adios amigos.