updates

hi there.

just wanna share some stories from life back then.
yesterday, and about 4 days ago my housemate needed to balik kg since her mother kena operate.
so tinggallah daku keseorangan di rumah. i did ask a friend to come but dia ada hal, so utk pujuk hati i keep myself with positives quotes - sampai bila nak mengharap orang, kan.
so, since rumah pun dah pasang securities yang boleh mententeramkan takut i ni, so i stay je lah.
ajak anak buah buat penguat semangat pon, semua tak leh pakai.

cik tee informed dia dapat training kat cyberjaya, so lari lah sikit schedule activities yg dah plan.
then i have reshuffle my plan, i kna gerak awal. this friday for sure.
gigih kan i. sbb nk g ikea, pastu nk g rewang, pastu nk g kursus, dan nak g GM jugak.
bab rewang tu, terlintas jgk kat fikiran - for my time (when it comes), orang mcm ni jugak tak? do 'people' will bersungguh mcm i tak? tapi pk2 balik, why do i think like that? that time pun tatau sampai ke tidak. just go with the flow.

i feel hiba for my best fren engagement next week. biasa lah, bila org dah ada commitment ni lain sikit cara dia treat kita sbb dia dah ada priority. yes, sbb tu kita takleh rely sgt kat orang.
i tak rely mana pun dekat my bff ni, tapi cukup utk giving feedbacks time kita bosan, sembang2 kosong, dan sembang kerja. i plak jenis kalau ade je soalan terpop-up kat kepala, memang terus nak text. trend kawan-kawan yg kita favor ni hilang satu2 kita bleh nampak. zaman dia single boleh lah nak melayan angin kita, and bila dia dah ade commitment - even couple hinggalah ke married, kita pun tak sanggup nak kacau atau mengadu mcm2 kat dia. dan it starts bringing the gap to the relationship. well, it is life, right. maka tinggalah daku yg alone ni membawa diri dalam kehidupan yg tatau apa yg akan dibentangkan kat depan ni. phew!

being alone at home for these few days just like me-time for me. banyaknya adalah makan.
dan sikit2 menyapu, sikit2 kemas rumah, tak bersepah pun tapi mengemas jugak.
and shopping online - ni mmg giler, bahaya weyh.
i did inai rambut, kali ni agak senang since dah g potong last weekend.
senang nak handle rambut pendek ni.
i am quite confident with this color , better than color inai ori-sbb aku rasa org kat salon tu impress lebih (atau dia tengok anehnya color rambut ahkak ni) sbb color rambut sis adalah gold. hahaha.
macam2 betul.

i hope the upcoming weeks would be great as usual.
i am madly excited but at the same time nervous jugak sbb poket dah hampir kosong ni.
adeii..

p/s : tiber aku ber i-u plak dlm entry kali ni..hahah.. kesssaaahhh!kbai!