his mom

actually, i dont know should i jot down this thing here or not.

but if jadi, benda ni akan jadi kenangan manis. if tak jadi, msti taknak igt.

semalam this guy asked me to drop him at his home since his car masuk bengkel. and i just gave him a hnad sbb dekat je kot umah dia tepi pantai ni je. and i was, ok let's! yang dia dtg ofis satu hal dah staf nampak so buat tatau je (berani bercakap lebih2 tolak SKT hahaha). then dia ckp uturn je lah kat laman umah dia xperlu reverse. pastu tiber "jom lah jumpa mak!". oh mai god aku mcm erk...tapi kalau blah camtu mcm x elok plak. ma slalu pesan hormat orang tua jgn malukan dia nt org cakap ma tak ajar adab. so sis pun masuk lah bersalaman and had little chat. giler mcm nak luruh jantung tapi control je lah.

balik tu sis nangis omg rindu ma. teruk kan. he texted as usual. lately kerap pulak msg. sebelum ni pun daily but not frequent. pagi, then ptg pastu lost. atau kdg petang je.

nak kata nak berbunga dia bawak jumpa mak, previous pun bawak je jumpa mak, tapi biasa je. tapi yg luar biasa "next time mak dtg kita pergi makan sama" omg sis tatau apa dlm fikiran this guy. weyh, jgn la buat surprise tanpa diskas, sis segan.

he, in my thought, has his own charismatic way to make me like him day to day. not that much goodlooking but neat and tidy, not that humorous but still kelakar in his way. yg takleh sangkal he is very criticize but smart. i loike. 

sebagai seorang manusia, mestilah sis sayang.

Ya Allah, please guide us to ur way. Amin..