whatever!

Hye Dear Bloggie,

i'm not sleepy yet even my eyes become small and small..
kita kalau geram, smua benda menjadi tak bes..
kan...kan?

my teacher, once upon a time, told me that, the anger would turn into the crystal inside us, the more we get angry, the crystal become more and more and full-filling our body, and one day it would explode and destroying us..well, if i get angry i try not to, but i cant..my face would turn down like my sis always told her 7-y-o daughter, 'kakak, kalau majuk2 slalu mulut kakak akan btukar jadi huruf C ke bawah..kakak nak?'..
and i couldnt create even a faking smile , bcz they who see that would know that fake..
i cant pretend happy face on my swinging-mood..
oh, disaster kan..

hurm..
anger management..
pegi laa kursus tara langit pun, payah jugak nak setel.
masalah dalaman.

ia bukan marah actually..wat i feel right now is more to sad-sighing, and geram, and why-you-like-that kinda thing..
hurmm..bcs this is not once..
i know what level i am in your life (when u happy)..
and i know what level i am in your life (when u not happy)..

am i too berkira posting this right here?
am i too berkira jotting down this?
am i too berkira thinking and feeling this right now?

who cares!

k bai...