whatever!

Hye Dear Bloggie,

i'm not sleepy yet even my eyes become small and small..
kita kalau geram, smua benda menjadi tak bes..
kan...kan?

my teacher, once upon a time, told me that, the anger would turn into the crystal inside us, the more we get angry, the crystal become more and more and full-filling our body, and one day it would explode and destroying us..well, if i get angry i try not to, but i cant..my face would turn down like my sis always told her 7-y-o daughter, 'kakak, kalau majuk2 slalu mulut kakak akan btukar jadi huruf C ke bawah..kakak nak?'..
and i couldnt create even a faking smile , bcz they who see that would know that fake..
i cant pretend happy face on my swinging-mood..
oh, disaster kan..

hurm..
anger management..
pegi laa kursus tara langit pun, payah jugak nak setel.
masalah dalaman.

ia bukan marah actually..wat i feel right now is more to sad-sighing, and geram, and why-you-like-that kinda thing..
hurmm..bcs this is not once..
i know what level i am in your life (when u happy)..
and i know what level i am in your life (when u not happy)..

am i too berkira posting this right here?
am i too berkira jotting down this?
am i too berkira thinking and feeling this right now?

who cares!

k bai...

2 comments:

  1. sabar ye aney
    sama la kita
    aku kalau marah susah nak buat muka happy
    tak reti nak jadi hipokrit
    sebab kita marah pun biasa bertempat
    takdennya nak marah saja saja kan.huhu

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