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hye..
welcome friday!
we meet again, mcm sekelip mata pun ada.
rasa mcm baru je jumpa si Jumaat ni.

ok tday i can get the point which the fate has decided to me..
and and i do make preparation on it.
thanks to those who really helping in waking me up on which road i need to take.
i need more times to think.alone.
and last night, pk punya pk, i should let all these go, and prepare to face what comes in front.
and who really care about me soon kalaupun aku duk menyesakkan diri mikirkan apo yg nak jadi eh dokek sini..

learn to live..learn to think about self..being a selfish sometimes sangat bagus since who will then?
u hav nobody with you. yes u hav frens, but they all with their things.
when u story thing on that while diorg boleh bagi opinion, and thats it.
who would make it? u urselves kan..
then?

ok, now, the step is, leave notes to those yg perlu.
those who would overtake your tasks.
i dont even know the real process on the units yg baru aku pegang 5 bulan ni; sapa yg akan amik alih bcz i dunno the plans yg akan boss structures nanti.
so, aku bagi mana yg aku ada je lah.
untuk run unit-5-bulan ni, the experts are in it already.

*sighing

sebenarnya apa sgt yg nak diletgo kan.
sbb semuanya aku rasa flow dia mengikut tren semasa.
hari ni lain, esok dah lain.
cara pengendalian pon mesti PTJ tu nk ikut style dia sndiri bcz we do have our own style nak develop our units, right..
cuma, sdikit sebanyak tgk je yg diorg dah buat, betul ke idak, itu je.

aku ni pon bukannya org penting sgt, cuma ada-buat-keja, takda-org-lain-bleh-buat.
huhu..

bila dah dihujung ni kan, counting-days org kabor, peranan tu dah tak berapa nk nampak.
org ckp masuk bilik ttup pintu, kunci, cabut wayar tepon je.
sampai taim, blah..
huhu, sanggup ker?
ketahuilah olehmu anda dibayar gaji hingga ke tarikh itu oke, mana bleh wat tatau.


ok lah bai.
pebenda aku mengarut ni pon xtaw..
bai.
bai.