. oren - licious .: April 2011

messy monday

i wanna SCREAAMMMMMM!!!

yes, i already did it..and my staff stared at me and said, "just relax oke"
how come i can relax in this situation..
phew!!

i hope for the best, and be prepared for the worst..

ALLAH, berikanlah hambaMu ini petunjuk dan hidayah.
jgnlah Engkau memesongkan hambaMu ini setelah Engkau memberi hidayah..

*amin*

roda memang telah berputar

masa kecik-kecik dulu, saya tidak secomel budak2 lain.
sbb saya slalu kena marah sbb main panas, pastu kalau keluar main tak reti2 nak balik.abah, abang, akak, adik slalu kena g cari panggil balik.
itu menandakan komitmen saya terhadap permainan itu..haha..ye dak?..
kaitan ape comel nye? haha..ape2 je laa..
ni zaman saya standard 2..masa PIBG, naik stage..
cikgu ni nama dia Cikgu Hawariah
*tq God, i still kept her name in my mind*
taman bacaan ni tak wujud dah kat skolah tu skang.
aritu mase saya g ngundi, xda dah saya tgk..
taman ni juge markas kami lepak2 mase rehat..
bes kalau igt time ni, tak yah nak pk camane nk analisa borang guna SPSS dan buat report berjela2..
takyah juge nak pk esok nk pakai bju ape, rambut pun mak sikat..huhu..
makan pun mak bekalkan..
ah!rindu gile nak balik zaman ni..

skang keja bukan kena dok opis ngadap pc je yang..
kena g explore situ sini..dulu saya dgr citer boleh lagi jahit cross-stich (gitu ke ejaannya) kat opis..skang, nak makan pun rase mcm bazir waktu..tapi KG tetap naik juge..huhu..
nak cuti pun cam rase serba salah..komited laa katakan..haha..
padahal taknak balik kg kalau kj x siap.rase cam buat keja x sudah..
tapi mak ckp keja sampai bila pun x sudah..
alah, menteri tu brape kali je dia balik kg..
hehe..relevanke comparison tu?

balik kg time ramai2 bererbut parking..seronok..
kalau tak cik oren tu dok laa situ sorg2..time tade keta situ jadi ampaian..
anak2 buah kalau berjalan semua nak naik cik oren, even pesona waja wira hatta avanza dok ada..
feveret laa katakan..
ah!rindunya!!

NAK BALIKKK KG!!!
T.T

done **

berdoa lebih sikit dari org lain..hehe

sampai salah2 backdrop..nasib boleh edit next day.

the participants and VIP and me..

dats way i was bz for these 2 weeks..

and now, i hav to focus to KLBF pulak..

but then, in that while, the reports of that program kna settlekan..

*phew*

kdg2 mmg penat, tapi bila tgk balik, puas hati..

dan sokongan sekeliling memang membantu dalam menaikkan semangat dan the passion of work..and i want to thank GOD for making this real.

now am at ofis, wiken..

with these all papers, and updating mane yg belum sudah.

pagi tadi laundry and doing the housewife-thing kat umah..

yes..yes..my mum always remind me, to settle keja rumah before buat yg lain2..
even u dun hav others..well u know wat i mean..

congrate to my fren, good fren *or maybe can call him as a 'like'-fren*

for his engagement..

and goodluck to his exam too..very tuff study while work..

but, good for him lah..

*also good luck to me to face him either*

hey, i'm a great fren, not goyah with all this.she might be ur best, suite for him..

ok, wish me luck for next even..

this april is really packed..huhu

exhausted

time present.terer jurugambar neh..

bersama rektor..proud beb.. ^^

alhamdulillah, we got ANUGERAH EMAS for the Mini Konvensyen ICC Wilayah Zon Selatan kat Melaka smlm.and thanx to all crews for the commitment..as a facilitator, saya sangat berbangga for our first invovement in this competition. tqvvvm.

and also to all the staffs in my jabatan. tq for support..
also to cikhousemate, sudi amik smlm.

tday datang keja dgn pelbagai rasa..of coz i'm happy for our good achievement, but then, well, u know i cant jot the feeling here..
byk benda actually FOR YOUR ATTENTION IMMEDIATELY yg nk kna buat...
full mailbox tu tgh nunggu utk dibuat.
cume dissappointed ngan org2 cerdik pandai yg org suh bagi fback on date sekian2 tapi last2 minit mcm2..oh!plezzzz..sgat derrr..

esok my team and i will launched the bengkel.
and i hav to turun and make all the arrangement and so on so forth.
dan smua bnda HARUS dibuat hari ni..

ya ya ya, i hav to LIKE all these..

btw, smlm i met my jiran 40 pintu kat kg on the convention.
also fren of my sissy..
wohoho..mesti dia pelik y he involved with our adik beradek recently since last 2months my adik praktikal kat hospital tmpt dia kj.hehe..
watever.

oke, saya nak jadi org hebat hari ni. *motivasi*
good luck!!

wiken at work again

rocketeer.. by Far East Movement + Ryan Tedder
best lagu ni. time kat opis tgah mikirkan semua masalah, rama macam nak fly je..hehe.. ade laa sikit2 masalah berbangkit.. yang mana takkan snang duduk kat umah even wiken.. dok kat opis ni at least bergerak juga lah minda untuk cover apa2 kemungkinan soalan2 juri time nak bertanding this tuesday.. oke btw, my group and i wud having the innovative & creative circle convention at renaissance hotel this 19 April. sangat nervous oke.. since skang tgh bz prepare utk bengkel that thursday lagi.. i feel like wat to bungee jumping and lost myself in the middle of it.. early morning my besty texting me to hangout i guess.. the mak buyong want to jalan2 sbb husband dia outstation.. hmm..next time mungkin dah tak dapat.. mungkin aje jumpa kat kg this end of may, since dia pun nak balik meletop on that time.. really miss her actually.. last met on lastyear raya haji.. and very nice to see the yummy-mummy yg suka berjalan2 melihat alam dunia kat FB.. to all the buyongs, wish korg sumer happy dan selamat deliver soon.. and cyclops, glad to hear u happy making ur dream come true.. nanti jgn lupe bwk i naik ur nu' swift.. ^^ do pray for me for my work, and also about ...watever which can bring my happiness.. lov ya'

exhausted

terasa sangat penat..

time-time cenggini mulalah nak ngada2 pk benda yg tak perlu..
time xda bnda nak pk pun ngada-ngada juge nak pk bnda tak perlu..

cuma satu je phrase yg terappear dalam minda yg cerdas ini..

frens are those who stay with you while others gone..

dan i thanx those who do.

ok.tq.

dats it..

jika disebut perihal beliau, hati akan tiba2 merubah menjuruskan perasaan untuk terus diam.. perbuatan tidak selari dengan pemikiran.. lantas membuahkan perasan sekeliling.. sungguh kah saya redha? "limitation" created is really applicable or it was just a ... word? yes, i still in 'it'.. i hav to create the limitation to stop me, dari dibawa arus duniawi... saya perlu menjaga kepentingan sendiri.. untuk hati sendiri.. kerana ia adalah rasa sendiri.. *sendirian* God help me pls..

"....gimme the reason to fight the feeling.. not for you, but for me.. "
live like you're dying -Lenka

wasting time -- cara saya

"feel the rain on your skin.. ..no one else...la..lala.."

i dun really know the lyric, but it whistled me along my way to office tday..
and made my day till now..
i get the weird dream -- i talked to PM, i debating sumting with him..wth?haha..
mcm ler dia ade mase nak menyembang..
my wiken went very not-as-planned..
i actually wanna make sumting to avoid me to get my feet on this office, but then, i wont work anymore..
mcm perkara wajib yang tak boleh tak buat..
i just hav to come even to get a scissor, a pen or even a tape..
yg sbnarnya tade penting sangat..
and just becz of want-to-make-sumting mood eagerly punching, i did few little frames..
dan pagi tadi satu dah falling down-falling down sbb tape dia tak kuat.. huh..

slack kat cat dinding.mgkin dulu dia x pakai nippon kot..

and last saturday i saw my money got the wings and flied from my purse..
the blue-and-red-note..phew! oke wat ever..
for cik oren, anything..
pakcik produa tu cam bengang je time i demand 10 thousand oil for the engine..haha..
marah le, kang i report branch.. then, p basuh keta..
this was the 1st time suh dia basuh smpai engine..
padahal bukannye koto sgt..

** i went for a long ride. .
just to perabihkan masa ujung minggu..
mmang masa habes..duit pun abes..
Ya ALLAH, jauhilah daku ini dari sikap boros memboros..

yg nak g window..tapi hasilnya..

salmon brown fried rice with passion fruit with honey juice..

*phew*

me: no2..i just want table for one.. waiter: we only got table for two and above ye miss..ataw miss nk saya temankan.. me: (watever) live is unfair...

yesterday i just knew that i allergic to salmonfish in any meal..
and i just discover next time i need to becareful and read the label before i buy anything..
actually sungguh saya tak perasan, CHARCOAL is REALLY DIFFERENT to CHOCOLATE..
sudahnya semalam dok berhabes daya telan roti-serbuk-arang tu..

mengikut pakar makanan (my bro studies on the foodtechno), serbuk arang is really produktif to buang angin besides utk putihkan gigi.. oh!dats y saya rase gigi saya bersinar2 hari ni..wakaka..

last nite trilogi cinta dah episode akhir.. yes, of coz happy ending..
Nurjinah lives happy ever after dengan handsomeman-Razif..
so too seha and that charming-kind-Bad..
the jahat-Shahrol suffered to disease and die..

well, dats all.. good day everyone..

wat comes around, goes around

* i twist that phrase, suitable to the situation *

is this wat i want it happen?
hmm..

sesungguhnya doa org teraniaya tuhan makbul..
tak cepat, lambat..
tapi yg penting the makbul of it.
cuma kita jgn cepat putus asa..

rintihan seorang perantau

melihat kepada gambar sendiri, mengingatkan saya kepada ibu saya.
sngat sayu..

sudah lama rupanya saya tidak menatap wajah ibu secara langsung.
sudah berbulan-bulan..

T.T

memori kerja berpasukan

mencuri masa mengukir kenangan di laman ini. *wah2..ayat takleh blah* actually i just had thru one of big events this year..at SMK Pasir Gudang 1, from 29Mei-3April..
penat, tapi rasa cam puas hati.. let all the yg-tak-perlu-dikenang itu diselaputi dengan yg-baik2-aje,

and we kept and locked it such a good memory..

senang dapat bkerjasama and became a part of the team..lots i learnt there..

and term barang-yg-lepas-jgn-dikenang very applicable there..
*utk kondisi yg hanya org2 tertentu aje paham*..

and smlm amik cuti tanpa rekod. and tday, loads kat tray and penuh meja kertas -- proposal, invois, etc perlu disetelkan..
i did few them, jap lg nak buat yg lain2..

i really really thank God for the smooth..
and sangat LIKE sbb Sam menang ABPH.. hehe.. *tetiba*

still remember the-guy-i-fancy .. kah2
*mane2 je saya ni kan..* semoga kita berjumpa lagi.. ^^

dan.. time2 cenggini emosi ditrip dengan benda2 duniawi dari incik petronas.
*yg menjurus kepada akhirawi juge bile ia de'declare'kan*
incik petronas, yg ini boleh tak kita bincang nanti.. bila?
nanti2 lah.. tapi bukan skarang..
*sigh* oke.tutup citer..

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