i am full of curiosity about certain things.
sometimes ianya merimaskan.
yes, merimaskan.
kerana ia membuatkan aku akan berfikiran spt "eh, ko ni.."
contoh:
knapa ko bleh sepahkan baju sedangkan ko boleh masukkan ia dalam bakul laundry utk dibasuh.
knapa ko tak bleh consider the rules when u are in doing something like queuing, or even giving signal bila masuk simpang.
knapa ko tak bleh basuh cawan yg ko minum dan ko hanya membiarkan ia dalam sink.
knapa takleh cakap elok2 dengan orang tua yg tak buat hal ngn ko? (kalau buat hal lain citer).
knapa ko nak menyakitkan hati org, kalau ko tanak org sakitkan ati ko.
knapa takleh bercakap benar?
knapa..knapa..
setengah orang dia akan ckp, "laa, biarla dia.since ko takleh nak controll org, why not u control ur thought and let them be"
tak boleh, sebab dia akan menyukarkan org lain.
dia akan menyemakkan pemandangan org (spt aku).
aku rasa ni sindrom org umur pertengahan.
well, why dont u just obey the rules and jgn menyusahkan org?
akhlak
talking about physical appearance is sumting subjective and we are never right to say this and that..me kind of typical people who judging people by how they react to whatever business we have with them.
i am not blaming the religion to set standard rules on what we should wear, itu menjadikan kita manusia bertamadun dan bersahsiah dan diredhoi Allah dan menjauhkan kita kepada perkara-perkara keji dan mungkar.
cumanya adakah hati kita sesuci pemakaian kita.
bila pakai mengikut garis panduan yang betul, of course we should act like the way we dress..
sbb dengan sndirinya dia akan membentuk keperibadian.
mcm contoh ko solat pastu ko minum arak..
it is just not appropriate and tak sesuai.
mulut dan lidah itu juga aurat. perlu jaga sama.
aurat pnuturan kata, and tidak perlu menambah perisa utk kehidupan org lain.
lain la ko nk pertahankan your right in someting-something.
aku tak kata lah yg x ttup aurat, pakai ketat2 itu orgnya baik, tapi kalau hati ko baik, it was like, u need to wear hijab for balancing both aspects.
hijab is doesnt mean u pakai tudung belit2, wearing the 3-pin mcm nk g kesatria tu pon kira hijab what..
Islam adalah agama suci, ada standards yg perlu ko ikut, and balance.
pakaian, harus disusuli dengan akhlak yg baik.
pakaian menutup semua dengan akhlak yg tidak baik akan memberikan kecelaan kepada seseorang muslimah.
aku masih dalam proses berusaha ke arah itu.
akhlak aku pon bukanlah baik sgt, tapi tidaklah keji.
aku adalah org kebanyakan yang masih blur2 dengan full of curiousity and judging based on experience and guidelines.
tolong laa..these would bring the hatred for those yg mmg muslimah baik2.
and if kita sndiri sesama islam memandang itu tidak sempurna, mana kita nak dakwah org bukan islam masuk islam. mana kita nk dakwah org yg acah2 nak berubah kepada kebaikan..
memang, itu tuntutan, tapi, jgn la ko mencemarkan prinsip itu dengan akhlak dan emosi ko yang memberikan org menyampah berdabel2..
mende aku merapu, tapi yang aku nak sampaikan is:-
tolong la sesuaikan pemakaian ko dengan akhlak.
pakaian dah ok, akhlak perlulah ok juge.
i face those people who wearing hijab and mulismah ayu yang membawa kepada hasutan yang boleh memecah belahkan kehidupan kami sekeluarga.
banyak tafsiran, when we ask the ahkak2 usrah mmg depa akan spt, "because of nila setitik, u would label us like that?"
bukan mcm tu, tapi, why u not u manage "these people" to be good muslimah and contoh manusia unggul dulu, then people would get inspire by looking at them rather than menyelar org itu org ini ke neraka. tahukah engkau redho tuhan dalam pelbagai aspek. mungkin dengan dia menyelamatkan anjing tepi jalan, bagi makan kucing tepi jalan, Allah redho dia akan ke syurga. kau mana tau?
hmmm..marilah sesama kita berakhlak mulia.
kalau salah pandangan dan rungutan aku ni mohon dibimbing.
tapi aku tgh geram dan kecewa since i give my respect to "these people", tinggi, tapi skang rasa mcm ranap dan menyakitkan ati.
oh my people.
i am not blaming the religion to set standard rules on what we should wear, itu menjadikan kita manusia bertamadun dan bersahsiah dan diredhoi Allah dan menjauhkan kita kepada perkara-perkara keji dan mungkar.
cumanya adakah hati kita sesuci pemakaian kita.
bila pakai mengikut garis panduan yang betul, of course we should act like the way we dress..
sbb dengan sndirinya dia akan membentuk keperibadian.
mcm contoh ko solat pastu ko minum arak..
it is just not appropriate and tak sesuai.
mulut dan lidah itu juga aurat. perlu jaga sama.
aurat pnuturan kata, and tidak perlu menambah perisa utk kehidupan org lain.
lain la ko nk pertahankan your right in someting-something.
aku tak kata lah yg x ttup aurat, pakai ketat2 itu orgnya baik, tapi kalau hati ko baik, it was like, u need to wear hijab for balancing both aspects.
hijab is doesnt mean u pakai tudung belit2, wearing the 3-pin mcm nk g kesatria tu pon kira hijab what..
Islam adalah agama suci, ada standards yg perlu ko ikut, and balance.
pakaian, harus disusuli dengan akhlak yg baik.
pakaian menutup semua dengan akhlak yg tidak baik akan memberikan kecelaan kepada seseorang muslimah.
aku masih dalam proses berusaha ke arah itu.
akhlak aku pon bukanlah baik sgt, tapi tidaklah keji.
aku adalah org kebanyakan yang masih blur2 dengan full of curiousity and judging based on experience and guidelines.
tolong laa..these would bring the hatred for those yg mmg muslimah baik2.
and if kita sndiri sesama islam memandang itu tidak sempurna, mana kita nak dakwah org bukan islam masuk islam. mana kita nk dakwah org yg acah2 nak berubah kepada kebaikan..
memang, itu tuntutan, tapi, jgn la ko mencemarkan prinsip itu dengan akhlak dan emosi ko yang memberikan org menyampah berdabel2..
mende aku merapu, tapi yang aku nak sampaikan is:-
tolong la sesuaikan pemakaian ko dengan akhlak.
pakaian dah ok, akhlak perlulah ok juge.
i face those people who wearing hijab and mulismah ayu yang membawa kepada hasutan yang boleh memecah belahkan kehidupan kami sekeluarga.
banyak tafsiran, when we ask the ahkak2 usrah mmg depa akan spt, "because of nila setitik, u would label us like that?"
bukan mcm tu, tapi, why u not u manage "these people" to be good muslimah and contoh manusia unggul dulu, then people would get inspire by looking at them rather than menyelar org itu org ini ke neraka. tahukah engkau redho tuhan dalam pelbagai aspek. mungkin dengan dia menyelamatkan anjing tepi jalan, bagi makan kucing tepi jalan, Allah redho dia akan ke syurga. kau mana tau?
hmmm..marilah sesama kita berakhlak mulia.
kalau salah pandangan dan rungutan aku ni mohon dibimbing.
tapi aku tgh geram dan kecewa since i give my respect to "these people", tinggi, tapi skang rasa mcm ranap dan menyakitkan ati.
oh my people.
final sem
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| final test for the final semester |
i went to kursus the whole week last week, and that required me to stay at shah alam for a week.
rasa mcm krikk kriikk juga lah.
but since i have exam, bz dengan study je lah.
tapi aku tsilap buat ERD diagram. temenung jgklah seminit dua bila mengingatkannya..
mungkinkah nasib dia akan sama seperti subject OIS..huhu.
jatuh lagi CGPA aku nanti..
menangis kemudian tiadalah berguna.
tak kesah, janji dah abes azab itu.
so now, i need to focus on thesis.
ape pon xde lg ni.
mygudness..
kecoh psl ptptn..
alhamdulillah dah setel smua.
masih ade berbaki tujuh K stengah.
hmm..xpe lah..bayar sesikit.
struggle
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| fighting! |
thanks kak qis for always sabar dengan orang.
i am very the bekeng partner right?
hehe
selfish
hye,
it still raining out there.
and i am sitting here at this hour to start my daily routine,
know what, i really want to write about SELFISH.
i dont know lah what others' thought about selfish.
but for me, i would be a selfish when it come to the end of the world.
sometime i try to be selfish, and it really hard, i force to be one.
tapi kadang2 end up dengan "what am doing?huh".
tapi orang..?
when in talking we just story about you.
when we discussing we discuss about you.
the priority is always on you.
tak perasan ke?
ntah lah.
when i got the hate feeling, kang kata aku letak feeling kat a frenship plak.
but, am i stupid for still being here with you?
no, nobody is stupid.
just i cant escape from go far from you.
take for granted kah dia nya?
atau aku yg serupa tunggul mengikut.
it still raining out there.
and i am sitting here at this hour to start my daily routine,
know what, i really want to write about SELFISH.
i dont know lah what others' thought about selfish.
but for me, i would be a selfish when it come to the end of the world.
sometime i try to be selfish, and it really hard, i force to be one.
tapi kadang2 end up dengan "what am doing?huh".
tapi orang..?
when in talking we just story about you.
when we discussing we discuss about you.
the priority is always on you.
tak perasan ke?
ntah lah.
when i got the hate feeling, kang kata aku letak feeling kat a frenship plak.
but, am i stupid for still being here with you?
no, nobody is stupid.
just i cant escape from go far from you.
take for granted kah dia nya?
atau aku yg serupa tunggul mengikut.
raining and fren.
it is raining right here..
well, tday is monday, blues is around the corner.
but last nite i was woke up at 416am and cant sleep even hardly tired like sakit pinggang but still cant further sleep anymore..hujan petir smua wasnt the inspiration anymore.
for the last seminar i stayed at my fren apartment whixch she lives there with her Catnis, a cat..huhu.
nevermind, a cat pon a cat lah.
by the way, lepak with a fren who know u for a long time is kind a theraphy, who would bash and smash u in everything u did wrong without any filter..
of course they are better than who cover2 and comfort u in anyway.
kalau sakit ati pon at least she telling u the truth, and not aibkan u in public kinda thing.
kata fren for a life time kan.
pedih tu mmg dah.
but dah memang itulah the reality.
i just like oke fine, i would learn the lesson.
and she just like "last time pon ckp camtu jugak, hey!wake up pls"
and..i was like, telan je mee and cont asking, tukar topic and talk about theses and assignments..haha.
tau pon salah sndiri.
i am not a good fren.
a put in more emotion on a frenship.
i expect more more a relationship.
i build a high hope in everything.
i take serious in every single thing.
and...i believe in miracle yang tak wujud.
oh my..dun dance in others wind.
and.. i admit that..its all about me.
huhu.
well, tday is monday, blues is around the corner.
but last nite i was woke up at 416am and cant sleep even hardly tired like sakit pinggang but still cant further sleep anymore..hujan petir smua wasnt the inspiration anymore.
for the last seminar i stayed at my fren apartment whixch she lives there with her Catnis, a cat..huhu.
nevermind, a cat pon a cat lah.
by the way, lepak with a fren who know u for a long time is kind a theraphy, who would bash and smash u in everything u did wrong without any filter..
of course they are better than who cover2 and comfort u in anyway.
kalau sakit ati pon at least she telling u the truth, and not aibkan u in public kinda thing.
kata fren for a life time kan.
pedih tu mmg dah.
but dah memang itulah the reality.
i just like oke fine, i would learn the lesson.
and she just like "last time pon ckp camtu jugak, hey!wake up pls"
and..i was like, telan je mee and cont asking, tukar topic and talk about theses and assignments..haha.
tau pon salah sndiri.
i am not a good fren.
a put in more emotion on a frenship.
i expect more more a relationship.
i build a high hope in everything.
i take serious in every single thing.
and...i believe in miracle yang tak wujud.
oh my..dun dance in others wind.
and.. i admit that..its all about me.
huhu.
exhausted
i am sooo exhausted for things around in these few weeks.
and i feel like want to let all these go and run to the place to find the real peace, and come to sort all these all over again. when too much things come, it become messes.
and the life feel miserable and unmanageable.
i dont like that and i feel like, i am not me.
then, myself just feel like, ah lantak kaulah.
which is not good for me ..
and also the crowd.
i myself is a kind of people who is able to digest things even taking few time sbb aku ni blur2 but still i try mybest for everything.
but then if you smash my effort with the harsh words, aku mmg rasa mcm chill-lakes la ko kan..
when i ask you what should i do then ko suh aku pk, bila aku pk itu tak kena ini tak kena.
so why not only u do all those things.
baru u sorg puas hati dengan semuanya.
eh...!
work under pressure is kind of people would lie in all interviews..
kan...
Allah, help me to manage these.
Thank you.
at these hours i miss people who would ask and comfort me in all ways:-
"hows life?"
"balik kj dah ke?"
"smpai blom?"
"sampai nt btau"
"sorry smlm ttido, ..(keep cont. the lastnite topic).."
"all is well, jom lunch"
even u delete all the conversation on phone, u still have the main memory storage in your head.
so, would u erase them too?
how? bang ur head on wall?
huhu.
itu lah dia kan.. oh my God..ehy...
*sedeyyhhh!
and i feel like want to let all these go and run to the place to find the real peace, and come to sort all these all over again. when too much things come, it become messes.
and the life feel miserable and unmanageable.
i dont like that and i feel like, i am not me.
then, myself just feel like, ah lantak kaulah.
which is not good for me ..
and also the crowd.
i myself is a kind of people who is able to digest things even taking few time sbb aku ni blur2 but still i try mybest for everything.
but then if you smash my effort with the harsh words, aku mmg rasa mcm chill-lakes la ko kan..
when i ask you what should i do then ko suh aku pk, bila aku pk itu tak kena ini tak kena.
so why not only u do all those things.
baru u sorg puas hati dengan semuanya.
eh...!
work under pressure is kind of people would lie in all interviews..
kan...
Allah, help me to manage these.
Thank you.
at these hours i miss people who would ask and comfort me in all ways:-
"hows life?"
"balik kj dah ke?"
"smpai blom?"
"sampai nt btau"
"sorry smlm ttido, ..(keep cont. the lastnite topic).."
"all is well, jom lunch"
even u delete all the conversation on phone, u still have the main memory storage in your head.
so, would u erase them too?
how? bang ur head on wall?
huhu.
itu lah dia kan.. oh my God..ehy...
*sedeyyhhh!
them
mesti dia tengah susah hati kalo tetiba texted di pagi hari.
pagi yang selepas dua tiga minit punch in.huhu
pagi yang selepas dua tiga minit punch in.huhu
i just ..can feel it..
**
beb, smlm mimpi lg.
for this week asyik dia je dlm mimpi aku.
that day when i was at mall, i just saw a man with his face.
know what, that face did disturb me to stare smpai abes kelibat..
aku giler ke hapa.
huhu.
my God, help these two people to achieve their good things in their life.
i am no longer with them.
but still i want the best for them.
and yet, pls dont let us meet in any circumstance.
i dont want to drag mylife to theirs...again.
jika bukan untuk longterm..
pls Allah...plsss...
flexi
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| kenaikan pangkat secara fleksi awarded in 15 nov. berkuatkuasa 3 sept tapi. alhamdulillah. aku mcm tau je sape yg proposed benda ni. thanx for all crowds who support my career. may Allah bless |
actually this is my 2nd recognition from uitm since i work on 2008.
jatuh bangun nak terbalik nak pengsan smua ade.
org suka, pastu tak suka, pastu suka balik, org mnyampah meluat semua ade kot.
aku ape kesah selagi buat benda betoi..ye dakk..
tapi kadang2 aku terfikir gak.
pastu membawa diri dan muncul balik.
ah..kesah lama, ape nak dikenang.
mulanya bila dapat tau kwn2 dah dapat surat dulu, aku macam, owh-ok..nanti2 dpt la tu.
bila rektor panggil g bilik meeting dia , rasa dia dah mai.
aku tatau nk express camana.
aku bukan riak tau, aku just omg-after-these-all..
tapi APC 2010 tu aku lagi puas ati, selepas aku mcm berhempas pulas.
pengalaman semua tu kan.
baru 7 tahun beb, ko ade lagi 20 tahun nak service ni..
banyak lagi nak kena hadap.
aku tak pernah anggap smua kj is mudah.
dats y i struggle at mybest for everything.
bukan hanya nak puaskan ati org, tapi diri sndiri.
kind of, ko bleh goyang kaki kah kalo ko hanya hulurkan effort yg sedikit utk sesuatu dan the rest org yg siapkan keja ko..
aku tak boleh dowh. maap..
mende melalut ni mek memalam.
ade sikit lagi points dlm asgmt draft project mgt tu.
esok kena outstation, waste 2 malam. struggle pls!
diet tak jadi
bila nak jadi berdiet ni..
haih..
membimbangkan betul bila baju2 dah tak muat kat perut ni.
it feels like a loser.
duk google2 camana nak diet dengan tak bersukan.
aku mmg malas nk bsenam.
dtg keja mmg akan duduk je kat krusi ni smpai ke balik.
they always say, ur chair has glue or what..
huhu..they always see me sticking on this chair all the time.aku bangun untuk g jmpa bos je.
my goodness..really?
naik tangga?
my office, since i work years ago mmg takde tangga.
parking, xsmpai 50 langkah dah smpai opis. mana nak bsenamnya.
better late than never,kann..
baiklah!jom kita start skarang.!
pagi tadi start ngan minuman bijirin.
tgahari ni blom pasti.
i will start with consume plain water sbb aku ni spesis malam minum air.
and have small portion of food sbb juge aku ni kalo makan portion mmg byk, dan mmg lah malas nk makan byk kali. once and big portion, enough. ok fine.shud avoid.
my mum says, at the age of 30 to 40 badan cepat naik kalau tak kawal.
tapi kakja tak naik pon,
adakah perlu cari cleenex juge?
k bai.
haih..
membimbangkan betul bila baju2 dah tak muat kat perut ni.
it feels like a loser.
duk google2 camana nak diet dengan tak bersukan.
aku mmg malas nk bsenam.
dtg keja mmg akan duduk je kat krusi ni smpai ke balik.
they always say, ur chair has glue or what..
huhu..they always see me sticking on this chair all the time.aku bangun untuk g jmpa bos je.
my goodness..really?
naik tangga?
my office, since i work years ago mmg takde tangga.
parking, xsmpai 50 langkah dah smpai opis. mana nak bsenamnya.
better late than never,kann..
baiklah!jom kita start skarang.!
pagi tadi start ngan minuman bijirin.
tgahari ni blom pasti.
i will start with consume plain water sbb aku ni spesis malam minum air.
and have small portion of food sbb juge aku ni kalo makan portion mmg byk, dan mmg lah malas nk makan byk kali. once and big portion, enough. ok fine.shud avoid.
my mum says, at the age of 30 to 40 badan cepat naik kalau tak kawal.
tapi kakja tak naik pon,
adakah perlu cari cleenex juge?
k bai.
Evo
Polis evo..
Slalu tgk movie asyik2 ketengahkan bahasa utara je kan. Baq mai skali org tranung ngan klate..tudiaaa..
Oke la.smart fun..
Logik ke tak blakang kire.
Alaaahh..citer mat saleh yg xlogik tu pon ko smpai mjerit2..xyah nk sembang sgt lah.
Talking about logik.aku baru siap berkhayal ttg structured english dlm asgmt system tu.
Mygudness dulu bleh tanya senior.skang sebelah depan blkg sumer budak library ko nk g arap sape?
Lectrer CS sorg pon aku xknal.cane nk mintak tlg. Bgurukan tenet je la.arap prof xgelakkan aku bila tgk UseCase diagram mcm peta strategi polis evo dah.
Aku xbrape sgt system, programming smua tu..aku payah sket nk hadam fact..but figures cepat..sbb tu aku banyak brrangan.berangan je lebih huhu..
Ni esok deepavali mana mau pigi?
Esaimen dah siap buat, betul ke x blakang kire kena celebrate dlu bhai sblm cont esaimen lain..
Cane tu...?hehe
I miss the one who once asked me
Jom tgk movie..
Or else wud ask,
"nak request movie mende lagi?"
Skang nk movie tggu org bagi je.huhu.
Ok2..hati kena tetap..
Slalu tgk movie asyik2 ketengahkan bahasa utara je kan. Baq mai skali org tranung ngan klate..tudiaaa..
Oke la.smart fun..
Logik ke tak blakang kire.
Alaaahh..citer mat saleh yg xlogik tu pon ko smpai mjerit2..xyah nk sembang sgt lah.
Talking about logik.aku baru siap berkhayal ttg structured english dlm asgmt system tu.
Mygudness dulu bleh tanya senior.skang sebelah depan blkg sumer budak library ko nk g arap sape?
Lectrer CS sorg pon aku xknal.cane nk mintak tlg. Bgurukan tenet je la.arap prof xgelakkan aku bila tgk UseCase diagram mcm peta strategi polis evo dah.
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| Seb baik ade colleagues yg memahami So xyah naik stage konvo arini. Yes! |
Aku xbrape sgt system, programming smua tu..aku payah sket nk hadam fact..but figures cepat..sbb tu aku banyak brrangan.berangan je lebih huhu..
Ni esok deepavali mana mau pigi?
Esaimen dah siap buat, betul ke x blakang kire kena celebrate dlu bhai sblm cont esaimen lain..
Cane tu...?hehe
I miss the one who once asked me
Jom tgk movie..
Or else wud ask,
"nak request movie mende lagi?"
Skang nk movie tggu org bagi je.huhu.
Ok2..hati kena tetap..
Cases
Case1:
When u got too excited about someting and u want to share about ur excitement..then u scroll ur whatsapp and....
Scroll..
And scroll...
And..scroll...
And u just end up exit the app..
And go drink coffeee...
Does it mean u have nobody?
Huhu..
Happy lah ko sorg2..
Huh..!
Case 2:
When u got too excited about someting and u want to share about ur excitement..then ur text sumone on whatsapp or someting and the reply was just like : "owh,ok"..
Then u just owh ok jugak..
Does it mean u are meaningless to them?
-----
They say act as what u want people act to you..wat goes around comes around kinda thing..
Dont make sense kadang2.
Hmmmm...
Maybe thats why people spread out their feelings thru social media..
But then, lain plak citernya nt..
Some will say - poyos, mcm dia sorg, kinda thing..
Then how?
*maybe aku tgh stress..abaikanlah
When u got too excited about someting and u want to share about ur excitement..then u scroll ur whatsapp and....
Scroll..
And scroll...
And..scroll...
And u just end up exit the app..
And go drink coffeee...
Does it mean u have nobody?
Huhu..
Happy lah ko sorg2..
Huh..!
Case 2:
When u got too excited about someting and u want to share about ur excitement..then ur text sumone on whatsapp or someting and the reply was just like : "owh,ok"..
Then u just owh ok jugak..
Does it mean u are meaningless to them?
-----
They say act as what u want people act to you..wat goes around comes around kinda thing..
Dont make sense kadang2.
Hmmmm...
Maybe thats why people spread out their feelings thru social media..
But then, lain plak citernya nt..
Some will say - poyos, mcm dia sorg, kinda thing..
Then how?
*maybe aku tgh stress..abaikanlah
Homework
Biarlah berpenat lelah hari ini..
Utk bersenang2 di hari esok..
Senang ke tidokkk aku pon tatau..hehe.
seminggu dua ni lalok je.
berapa kali dah hampir2 oren nk kiss keta org.
org bcakap pon dengar tak dengar je.
khayalan lebih.
huhu.
alhamdulillah, now i have gathered almost 170 pcs of questionnaire..
dem i need lagi 200 respondents.
need to work hard bebeh!
huhu..
phrases
This link is very helping me, nak tergelak pon ade dia punya penyataan penggunaan phrases tu.
good for those who writing term papers...yet.
know what, it has been 2 weeks and i dont manage to finish these 15 pages term paper..
as the title, conflict, now i has interpersonal conflict,
should i sleep or study.
huhu.
http://john.regehr.org/reading_list/research.html
It has long been known...
I didn't look up the original reference.
A definite trend is evident...
These data are practically meaningless.
Of great theoretical and practical importance...
Interesting to me.
While it has not been possible to provide definite answers to these questions...
An unsuccessful experiment, but I still hope to get it published.
Three of the samples were chosen for detailed study...
The results of the others didn't make any sense.
Typical results are shown...
The best results are shown.
These results will be shown in a subsequent report...
I might get around to this sometime if I'm pushed.
The most reliable results are those obtained by Jones...
He was my graduate assistant.
It is believed that...
I think.
It is generally believed that...
A couple of other people think so too.
It is clear that much additional work will be required before a complete understanding of the phenomenon occurs...
I don't understand it.
Correct within an order of magnitude...
Wrong.
It is hoped that this study will stimulate further investigation in this field...
This is a lousy paper, but so are all the others on this miserable topic.
Thanks are due to Joe Blotz for assistance with the experiment and to George Frink for valuable discussions...
Blotz did the work and Frink explained to me what it meant.
A careful analysis of obtainable data...
Three pages of notes were obliterated when I knocked over a glass of beer.
good for those who writing term papers...yet.
know what, it has been 2 weeks and i dont manage to finish these 15 pages term paper..
as the title, conflict, now i has interpersonal conflict,
should i sleep or study.
huhu.
http://john.regehr.org/reading_list/research.html
It has long been known...
I didn't look up the original reference.
A definite trend is evident...
These data are practically meaningless.
Of great theoretical and practical importance...
Interesting to me.
While it has not been possible to provide definite answers to these questions...
An unsuccessful experiment, but I still hope to get it published.
Three of the samples were chosen for detailed study...
The results of the others didn't make any sense.
Typical results are shown...
The best results are shown.
These results will be shown in a subsequent report...
I might get around to this sometime if I'm pushed.
The most reliable results are those obtained by Jones...
He was my graduate assistant.
It is believed that...
I think.
It is generally believed that...
A couple of other people think so too.
It is clear that much additional work will be required before a complete understanding of the phenomenon occurs...
I don't understand it.
Correct within an order of magnitude...
Wrong.
It is hoped that this study will stimulate further investigation in this field...
This is a lousy paper, but so are all the others on this miserable topic.
Thanks are due to Joe Blotz for assistance with the experiment and to George Frink for valuable discussions...
Blotz did the work and Frink explained to me what it meant.
A careful analysis of obtainable data...
Three pages of notes were obliterated when I knocked over a glass of beer.
Sembang spital
This is an updated from a ward at spital KB.
3rd day abah at hospital for the treatment diabetes. Biasa la, degil membawa padah.betul la kata kakda masa awal2 dlu xmo g, anak2 ckp xdgr.but then the past is the past.dah skang dia baru tbuka ati,kita hadap yg skang.
Kiri kanan org yg kena potong jari la,kaki la, tempurung lutut tcabut la..kinda thing.smua scary2.smua pasal tulang dan diabetes.
Tadi sblm makan 5bj anggur darah abah was 14 sumting.slps was 20 sumting dah.giler.pastu nk makan ape.huhu.blom kata makan spinggan nasik blauk kuah ikan tongkol letak sambal pat hinggit depan stadium.huhu..redho je lah..
Smlm dah operate.buang ibujari kaki.hitam mcm kena bakar.pastu yg dipotong tu dia letak dlm plastik, balik tanam.mcm hape dah kan..ko tgh part of ur body is dikebumikan.ko rasa? Abah cool je aku tgk.tdo manjang.mgkin sbb yg jaga smlm smua hero2.maka kuat la smgt.cuba kalo ma yg jaga.manja nauzubillah..kesygan dia kann..oke2 aku paham.cinta.
Org2 dlm wad ni klaka lah juge.kjap2 buat lawak.gelak satu wad.pastu senyap balik.pastu kecoh plak.macha yg agak kelam sket sblh katil abah ni pon kemain gelak.nama melayu.kenpius aku.sembang ckp bahasa mcm abangla.excident dia nya.sket2 tanya arif.arif smlm dtg jnguk kjap je.sempat sembang.
Smlm tdo lewat sambung buat asgmt sket2.siang shift aku.sambung cuti ni gini gaya.hmm..harapnya xlama lah..
Okes.da.
3rd day abah at hospital for the treatment diabetes. Biasa la, degil membawa padah.betul la kata kakda masa awal2 dlu xmo g, anak2 ckp xdgr.but then the past is the past.dah skang dia baru tbuka ati,kita hadap yg skang.
Kiri kanan org yg kena potong jari la,kaki la, tempurung lutut tcabut la..kinda thing.smua scary2.smua pasal tulang dan diabetes.
Tadi sblm makan 5bj anggur darah abah was 14 sumting.slps was 20 sumting dah.giler.pastu nk makan ape.huhu.blom kata makan spinggan nasik blauk kuah ikan tongkol letak sambal pat hinggit depan stadium.huhu..redho je lah..
Smlm dah operate.buang ibujari kaki.hitam mcm kena bakar.pastu yg dipotong tu dia letak dlm plastik, balik tanam.mcm hape dah kan..ko tgh part of ur body is dikebumikan.ko rasa? Abah cool je aku tgk.tdo manjang.mgkin sbb yg jaga smlm smua hero2.maka kuat la smgt.cuba kalo ma yg jaga.manja nauzubillah..kesygan dia kann..oke2 aku paham.cinta.
Org2 dlm wad ni klaka lah juge.kjap2 buat lawak.gelak satu wad.pastu senyap balik.pastu kecoh plak.macha yg agak kelam sket sblh katil abah ni pon kemain gelak.nama melayu.kenpius aku.sembang ckp bahasa mcm abangla.excident dia nya.sket2 tanya arif.arif smlm dtg jnguk kjap je.sempat sembang.
Smlm tdo lewat sambung buat asgmt sket2.siang shift aku.sambung cuti ni gini gaya.hmm..harapnya xlama lah..
Okes.da.
YB
semalam. program khidmat masyarakat di sekolah area2 sini.
this was my first time going out to skol doing CSR kinda thing, tapi bajet mmg xnak kluar langsung.
i felt very the berat hati nak g sbb slalunya bajet utk CSR is sgtlah heaven kalo program lepas2.
we want them to feel our presence. kann..
after ejas sket2, this half day program was alhamdulillah, setel dengan jayanya,
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| sbb aku sorg je pompuan dlm team, aku yg kna jd mc. takpe, audience budak, maka xde la gugup sgt. |
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| aku rasa mcm YB bagi sumbangan kecemerlangan plak.haha |
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| kita akan happy tgk org happy. lets put ourselves on the students' shoes. pesan org tua dtg tmpt org harus la berbekal buah tangan. |
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| siap la kemas library sket2, ade bengkel sikit2.. smua sket2. tapi kerjasama ngn sekolah is sumting for them also for us nak masuk bertanding anugerah kualiti thun ni. hehe. |
kan blog aku. ^_^
kecoh sket la, camera pakai hset je.
pastu laptop plak xleh connect projector.
smua main redah camtu je.
no proper preparation aku tengok.
no proper preparation aku tengok.
kalo kat tmpt lama aku, msti dah sbulan prepare.hehe.
bunga gift utk skolah tu pon dpt slpas pujuk rayu session.huhu.
well, in short, it was a happy program.
^-___-^
seminar 3
my travelog cont. last weekend.
after berhempas pulas keja, kita g blaja lah pulak.
presenting all the assignments and drafts..
ade yang kena argue, ade yg dah submit, ade yg pending.
aku malas nak layan sgt perangai malas dan merajuk aku ni, so aku kna push diri utk setel all these things mengikut flow org. i will do on what you want me to do, as long as i could end these messes.
argue2 ni penat tau, nak kna pk points, nak clarify dan sebagainya.
and of course, at that time, kita adalah seorang. takde back up2.
so kalo rasa nak argue tu, pk dulu sekeliling..
kukuh tak statement kita, ade tak sape2 bleh backup.
kalo tade smua tu, baik ko iyekan aje.
*haih, stress nampak.
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| this time i have my hosmet along these three days. thanks tiwani |
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| sbb dua org, wefie jadi banyak. haha..trus2 smpai g OU. mmg tawaf sungguh. mcm biasa, aku je yg dpt hasilnya.haha |
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| boleh dah nk smbung PhD, gaya dah ade. haha.. |
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| the library coffee bar. what attract me most is the word "LIBRARY" and the caption bawah waiting no dia tu "they say good things come to people who wait" my goodness, how they know i am waiting for ....miracles.. *eh! |
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| this is the gorgeous partner for my study. kak balqis is very supportive and...hilarious.. and baik hati |
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| lps sentap2 ngan lecturers and asgmts kita isi perut puas2. aidid was very annoying nangis2 sbb moknik nak makan makanan org china.huhu |
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| this is my niece. besau dah kakak |
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| and she asked me "do you have a boyfriend?" and i was just..."why u ask kakak?" dan perbualan itew membawa kepada.. "kakak kecik lagi, pjg lagi kesah kakak, then u'll know" |
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| kaison is very nice. tempat lepak wajib.. |
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| slps merendek di pasar stadium smlm, smpat singgah balik stia city to buy some presents to school project. aku dah mcm seorang cikgu skolah. ..takpe lah |
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| my study corner, kna beli satu lagi frem spaya ia cukup korum. lps blaja ni kita penuhkan wall ni. biar jadi kaison dungun plak. |
smoga aku bjaya.
huhu
lapang
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it is a stress week.i need to teach and making good words with some people...
and that require me to leave the mess away..
and of course kadanga2 bibir kita senyum dan menutur kata yg manis
tapi dahi berkerut dan mata seakan masih berfikir akan sesuatu
org pun bleh detect our messes.
that is not good kan.
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after teaching, aku mmg suka belek mende yg budak2 ni komen kat borang evaluation.
kalo dpt komen camni lega laa sikit hati.
bukan kesah suka dipuji,
tapi kesah kita buat diorg faham dan mengerti.
dan diorg selesa dengan apa yg kita smpaikan.
itu dah buleh membantu kita
menyusun all the messes yg kita tinggalkan tadi.
dengan lapang.
semoga kita semua diberkati.
tak gembira
aku baru je bersemangat dan ceria kerana pilot test 2 utk research aku tu reliability dia seperti yang dikehendaki. dan semalam aku all out working on job task sehinggakan tak sentuh langsung assignment dek kerana gembira.
dan arini ia bagai di slash oleh pedang sakti,
supervisor aku tu apehal sebenarnya.
makin berliku aku tgk research aku ni bila dia mcm advise yang bukan-bukan.
menyakitkan hati betul.
huhu.
dan arini ia bagai di slash oleh pedang sakti,
supervisor aku tu apehal sebenarnya.
makin berliku aku tgk research aku ni bila dia mcm advise yang bukan-bukan.
menyakitkan hati betul.
huhu.
mende mung
last 2 weeks my fren texted me "sy nk knalkan awak kat kawan sy"..
i was like, oke, go on lah.
then after 2 days, after few conversation i was like "mananya?tade pon"
then he said "sy takut la plak awak reject dia"
eh..kejap nk bagi, kjp tanak bagi..
actually this conversation and the willingness for him to "give" me a susben (suspected hasben) kunun-kununnya itu, contribute a theory of owh-camni-ke-org-pandang-aku.
then i asked him, how actually ko pandang aku smpai ko bleh ckp aku akan reject dia even blom pon ko bagi ape2 info.
ttiba dia kata dia takut bla..bla..bla...
and another actually aku bukannya beria sgt tang kesah dia nk knalkan aku ngn whoever fren he had, cumanya aku nak tau in what position now aku di mata engkau itu.
dan mungkin di mata org2 seangkatan.
choosey?
high class?
cerewet nak mampus?
hard to get?
or.....get lost?
or.... kyra lydia? (ttiba).
and...why.
sampai ke sudah aku tatau jawapan dia.
dah dia knapa sbnrnya.
haha..
kenpiusing.
dan aku paling sentap
"nt awak jgn kecewakan dia"
eh, tade plak lah ko terpk kalo dia yg kecewakan aku.
aku mcm meng-argue benda yg belom jadi..
perang sehari dua jugak lah.
sampailaa dia anta gamba kak mah tengah taichi.
dah tade modal sgt la tu?
**pnah tak ko sembang pasal kesudahan drama sinetron, padahal ko baru tengok tajuk dia kat intisari rancangan. gitu la kesahnya.
sengal lah haih.hahaha
i was like, oke, go on lah.
then after 2 days, after few conversation i was like "mananya?tade pon"
then he said "sy takut la plak awak reject dia"
eh..kejap nk bagi, kjp tanak bagi..
actually this conversation and the willingness for him to "give" me a susben (suspected hasben) kunun-kununnya itu, contribute a theory of owh-camni-ke-org-pandang-aku.
then i asked him, how actually ko pandang aku smpai ko bleh ckp aku akan reject dia even blom pon ko bagi ape2 info.
ttiba dia kata dia takut bla..bla..bla...
and another actually aku bukannya beria sgt tang kesah dia nk knalkan aku ngn whoever fren he had, cumanya aku nak tau in what position now aku di mata engkau itu.
dan mungkin di mata org2 seangkatan.
choosey?
high class?
cerewet nak mampus?
hard to get?
or.....get lost?
or.... kyra lydia? (ttiba).
and...why.
sampai ke sudah aku tatau jawapan dia.
dah dia knapa sbnrnya.
haha..
kenpiusing.
dan aku paling sentap
"nt awak jgn kecewakan dia"
eh, tade plak lah ko terpk kalo dia yg kecewakan aku.
aku mcm meng-argue benda yg belom jadi..
perang sehari dua jugak lah.
sampailaa dia anta gamba kak mah tengah taichi.
dah tade modal sgt la tu?
**pnah tak ko sembang pasal kesudahan drama sinetron, padahal ko baru tengok tajuk dia kat intisari rancangan. gitu la kesahnya.
sengal lah haih.hahaha
rombongan
i was selected to join a rombongan ahkak2 gomen ke SUK Melaka for benchmarking punchcard system yang katanya diinovasikan sendiri dan dengar2 kabor dia nak bagi free kat sesapa yang nak.
bende free opkos laju lah diorang ni menanda aras.
pejalanan ahkak2 gomen mengambil masa yg panjang.
tganu melaka is bukan dekat and ting tong juge lah bila lalu highway tangkak itu yang aku rasa kalo sesapa nk lepas ujian memandu kalau dah lepas bawak kat situ kire korg grading tahap blekbelt.huhu.
this was my firrrsssttt time join lwtan org anjur since i have been here for 3 years.
banyak la lack situ sini.
aku rasa kat tmpat lama aku diorg well-prepared lagi la.
protokol tip top and, kire kemas lagi la perancangan lawatan itu walaupun singgah alamanda sebelum balik.
ok2, itu citer lama.
aku dah plan kalo diorg tak singgah cari signature negeri lawatan itu, aku akan boikot xnak ikut dah program depa. alhamdulillah, hasrat boikot itu disupport oleh driver, dan encik tegap dan sado itu telah membawa kitorg carik asam pedas. x kesah sedap tidak, yg penting dapat. haha.
pada aku ok jer, hajah mona tak bukak siang beb, so makan la kat foodcourt depan taming sari tu dengan rasa kesyukuran. hehe.
and here the picas..
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| hotel swan garden is kind of near pantai kelebang. ok la, nice and bersih. sesuai untuk ahkak2 gomen. |
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| seb baik ade ade yg baya2 aku, so bleh la geng |
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| malam memang keja makan. igtkan diorg cari seafood kat MIB umbai. rupanya kat MIBMB. aku x penah ke situ. kalo kat hujung nun sana pnah lah. makanan dia ok2 je. sbb halfprice kdai baru buka, so ok. jgn banyak komen. |
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| masing2..lapo nau |
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| baliknya.. amekaw bersepah.. |
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| petang sblm makan tu mengimbau sejenak di depan hardrock diorg mkn cendol, pastu posing2 depan beca. beca kat klate ade, so aku x heran. haha |
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| yg ni aku mmg heran sbb kat tganu is takde yg pure rase dia mcm ni. masam dia pedas dia. i loike! *smbil pjm mata |
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| ni ktua rombongan. antara bos2 aku gak la |
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| ini kedai yg halfprice tu |
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| ini la lawatan yg makan masa dua hari pjlanan. mlawat nya 3 jam lebih kurang. janji dpt ilmu nya. kannn.. |
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| aku kenpius samada aku berlatarkan hardrock cafe atau.. kedai kopi chung wah. huhu |
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| hardrock a.k.a kafe kopi batu keras ha? |
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| jonkerwalk. is tempat yg nak makan macam was2. jalan2 tgk building warisan oke la. |
so far, ok la jalan2 ngn ahkak2 sopan ni smua.
tapi yg singgah pasar borong melaka tu aku mmg xleh terima sikit lah.
hehe.
ok la, next time jgn lupa jmput i ols lagi.
kbai!
siap review 2
hwaaarrrgghhh!
it took about 10 days for me to finish the 2nd review utk paper Project Mgt which is i am not that interested much. mungkin kalo Dr Siti yang mengajar aku akan lagi paham kot. so semangat la nk buat asgmt.
actually my first outline was wrong on term of susunan dan kefahaman aku.
so, that might be the reason why 2 minggu nak tulis satu review.
effect dia smua org yg btanya bnda2 hampeh kena marah on the spot.
the eyes are sooo tired, and pimples here and there and mental breakdown lah juge ni.
cuma satu je, makan no problem..haha.
well, i have to finish 2 asgmts yet ni.
keja opis menjeling je ni. my gosh.
tomorrow cuti, so bleh cover sket2.
but the trip even 2 days mmg memberi kesan kepada my schedule.
Allah, i am exhausted!
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
jom g cari cookies..
sempena siap review ..haha..
it took about 10 days for me to finish the 2nd review utk paper Project Mgt which is i am not that interested much. mungkin kalo Dr Siti yang mengajar aku akan lagi paham kot. so semangat la nk buat asgmt.
actually my first outline was wrong on term of susunan dan kefahaman aku.
so, that might be the reason why 2 minggu nak tulis satu review.
effect dia smua org yg btanya bnda2 hampeh kena marah on the spot.
the eyes are sooo tired, and pimples here and there and mental breakdown lah juge ni.
cuma satu je, makan no problem..haha.
well, i have to finish 2 asgmts yet ni.
keja opis menjeling je ni. my gosh.
tomorrow cuti, so bleh cover sket2.
but the trip even 2 days mmg memberi kesan kepada my schedule.
Allah, i am exhausted!
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..
jom g cari cookies..
sempena siap review ..haha..
cafe & bff
weekend lepas i attended 2nd seminar.
aku malas plak nk citer psl seminar tu since i got no feeling to have the classes.
takde semangat gitu.
huhu.
so aku citer yg best2 je..
after class i brought kakja famili to sunway pyramid.
*with no pic.
ahad sblm balik dgun i wen to my fren house at bangi.
driving miles and miles for a bfast and having quality time with bff were worthed!
sploh minit aku depan pintu umah dia hokay.
aku dah last intention after beberapa kali ketuk tak bukak.
nak call kredit xpired, wasap x reply.
logik2, sbb baru pkul 7.45pam.hehe.
dia igt aku peminta derma makan2 flat dia.chaiitt..huhu.
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| she brought me to have bfast sekitar sect 9. beb, makanan kat bangi lagi murah dari dungun hokay. makan dua org RM 11.50.. wat der fish! |
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| then singgah minum coffee plak.. owh, inilah zawara yg sponsor johara tu ye. nice cafe. tak de rase2 nak buka kat dungun tak taukey? |
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| deco dia cantik. simple and vintage. dan ahkak ni pun vintage.haha. seni laa mung ni kak hend.. |
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| pemilihan makanan memakan masa xsmpai 10 min. next time la kita makan chuross nye ye. jgn sdey2. |
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| ni kedai sebelah dia. well, sbb awal sgt kdai ni x buka lagi. sedap la posing. btw, cafe zawara buka pkul 9. so, kami xle la merewang2 sekitar tu. |
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| potret..hehe |
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| pejam mata dengan gembira!! |
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| sepenungguan coffee |
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| deco depan kedai is chanteq. maka harus la sekeping dua pose di sini. |
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| ni namanya posing menunggu tak kunjung tiba tapi gembira. haha |
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| pandai photographer setting frame..tq |
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| ok dah.. jom bawak aku g alamanda.! |
dua cup coffee latte membawa aku pulang ke dungun.
tapi kalau dah mengantuk, ko telan la kopi kapal api pon mngantuk juge.
lama kali ni aku benti R&R gambang btulkan urat sana sini.
kena ade umah urut la aku rasa kat R&R ni..kann.
k bai.
giftaway libraryclub
task aku this time is to rebranding the library club which named SKATER.
Studnt Knowledge and Technology Resource.
nama dah gemapk tapi takde keahlian, takde xtvt.
aku kemain nak tarik keahlian dengan bagi giftaway for 50 first registration.
bos bagi bajet RM 5 sorg, memang tak de la adiah rupe itu.
aku tawaf KAISON setia city few times before found this kind of thing.
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| aku rasa buleh buat sumting dengan benda ni. stakat giftaway ok la. takyah nak beria sangat, bukan kuiz ke game . they not even put effort in this registration. RM 1.90 per pcs. chalk dia pun RM 1.90. xlebih rm 100.00 pon. ok la, nice and save. |
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| malam tu aku test kat budak bdua tu. and i thought it nice. buh reben sket nt, tulis2 ngn chalk. |
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| sbb jenis yg excited, smpai2 umah aku terus buat ok. sbb nk kejar masa tido n tengok AF. hosmet sgt membantu. alhamdulillah |
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| smpai2 sini aku tulis2 je. payah jugak tulisan tak berapa nk lawa ni. huhu. |
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| and now setel. tggu diorg dtg redeem. yey! i am happy with this. |
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